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No matter how many times you confess your heart to someone you can never know what they truly feel about you. In the back of your mind your thinking that your a joke and being foolish enough to believe that they even have any regard of you or feelings towards you what so ever. In short, love like justice is blind and unfair. Looks matter more than anything, skills and talents mean nothing in this generation. Valentines day is a sad and cruel joke to the people who are alone in this world. We are subjected to watch other people experience love and compassion. While we watch from a far only to dream and wish we could have that same emotion or that same feeling they have. It is like a lonely junkie waiting for his next fix, yet it's the only thing that makes him feel alive and apart of reality. I am that junkie I am alone and I am still watching and waiting for my chance to be loved by someone who so far away and pushes me farther every time. That's valentines day 2005 for me