Sep 25, 2004 14:57
It's that time again! Time for another gig and another round of bullshit. I am still looking for a job I applied at over 20 places, yet no answer from any of those cock grabs. Charles has a girlfriend now and stuff. Eli has a girl who wants to take him out back and rock the world. I am just alone as usual, but that's okay. Looks don't matter when you got money. I don't know what's going on everything is really homo crazy. I've been trying to see if ms. Karina wants to hang out and do something for the past forevers. Though it's impossible to try and hang out with her, do to all kinds of shiet that's going on. I look into the mirror every morning now and realize how much of a loser I really am. Playing music is my only way of breaking away from all the social placement and honkey tonk mood swings of being a pathetic piece of ugly.