I really need to do something with my hair. I realized I fucking hate it. Its so goddamn bad. Maybe I should just buzz it all fucking off.

or not

today was stupid

tomorrow will be better

This is one of those moments where I see pictures of people whom I absolutely, positively, am jealous of. I sit here and think of all my flaws and their wonderful traits. I sit and think how they have a much more interesting life than I do. I sit here and think they can get in with the "gay world" and I am too scared to even take a step into that ( Read more... )

Its funny how the only time I can post livejournal entries is when I'm fucked up. My weekend was pretty legit. I think I'm in for some good times. Or maybe its because I'm drunk. But for the first time ever I feel like I actually don't need speed. Whenever I think of it I completely cringe because it kind of sickens me at the moment. And I've had ( Read more... )

Everyone either really hates or admires Nancy. I'm in between. She was kind of ridiculous today though. I'm so sick of school functions where we have to deal with diet freakin soda. So Emma got her boyfriend Kenzie to buy regular caffeinated Pepsi for us. Unfortunately right when we opened it and poured it about halfway in our cups Nancy came ( Read more... )

It's both hilarious yet scary when your friend yells out the window at a group of homeless guys, "hey can you get us booze!?" then we get a homeless guy to come in the car to drive to the nearest liquor store

this is what we resort too when Carly forgot her fake ID

So for the first time in the last decade I'm going to post a non-emo entry. How tasteful am I ( Read more... )

Its not one second that I go through life not wanting a boyfriend

the enormous amount of longing will eventually drive me off a cliff

God PLEASE send me a guy I want, a guy that I am attracted to!

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Horray for sanity! Magically I did not indulge in any substance this weekend and felt abnormally better. Hmm I wonder if theres a link there ( Read more... )

I felt as if I embarressed myself yet again last night. I'm so sick of a lot of things and I'm entirely hung over. I ran around the room asking people for coke or speed which makes me feel as if Sasha is somewhat annoyed with me for doing that. I just get slightly out of control when I'm drunk. I didn't make it home until three in the morning and I ( Read more... )

I had this intense dream last night. It was about this guy who I constantly have a crush on even though hes in college now and I was never really sure if he was interested in me. Hes gosh darn cute though and so fucking interesting although a bit wierd. Anyway the whole dream we were cuddling, making out, and having sex. I'd have to say it was the ( Read more... )