My poor neglected journal :( I don't have time to post right now, but I'll get back to you! *muah* I sowwwy!

I am sick. I've been sick for ten days. I wish it would end or someone would just kill me and get it over with.

That is all.

I know I shouldn't. I know it would be bad, I know it would be wrong. But at what point is it no longer my fault? At what point is it wrong to want to feel like it's not me anymore, that there isn't something wrong with me?

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Does anybody use their LiveJournal anymore???

Mom kidnapped my kid and took him to McDonald's (for like three hours, OMG! lol) and I slept. A lot. lol Then I woke up, went and got something to eat with Anthony, and went back to sleep. Not very healthy at all, but I feel so much better. Just waiting to hear about the job now, and I'm going to try to work out tonight. I'm going to drag my bike ( Read more... )

I was initially offended when I heard that phrase, but I actually feel that way right now. I'm tired. All the time. It's not just being depressed (although I am) I've gained too much weight. You may not think ten or fifteen pounds is a lot on the overall picture, but it really is. Work is stressful, marriage is stressful, everything pretty much but ( Read more... )

But I am. It's silly, everything's done. Tomorrow Austin will officially be Austin Michael McGavock, and everything's good. I ordered Anthony a mug that came in today. It's a Colts mug that's engraved. It says, "Our Family is Now Complete March 4, 2010". It's nice, I like it. I also got each one of the grandparents (well, Spring&Dad and Mom&Ray) a ( Read more... )

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Someone cooked something in the microwave at work that is the most foul-smelling scent I've ever been around. Now the entire office stinks and I don't want it to cling to my clothes. Uggghh!