I was a jerk this morning, and karma is kicking my ass. Nothing is going right and I'm depressed... Mom's keeping the baby so I think I might put in a twelve hour day since I'll just want to go home, curl up, sleep half the night, and then be up too late.

Moved up to eight in our gaming circle with the last tourney we played!!! Not to toot my own horn but BEEPA BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP! lol! That's great! I've been playing less than a year and I'm up there with guys who have been playing ten to fifteen years, and they're really good. Pretty geeked (appropriate word, I know) about that ( Read more... )

I'm not happy. And it occurs to me that it's time to make myself happy, that I'm far enough along in my life I shouldn't depend on others for happiness. I'm over eating, not exercising, being depressed, and waiting for things to get better while not doing anything to insure that they do. And at this point, only my son makes me happy,and with his ( Read more... )

I'm at JReed's house playing cards with Matt, Keith, Richard, Ogre, JReed, and Anthony. Been here since about five thirty. I really didn't plan on coming out tonight but I didn't want to go home and be by myself. And I'm glad I did, because I did actually have fun. Won all three of my emporer games, which is my fav game play. I asked Jeremy if he ( Read more... )

i miss my journal. life is so busy right now with work, child, holidays, family, and life. i'm tired all the time. lol but that's probably to be expected. ^_^ i'll write more later, i need a nap. tomorrow's the last day before a four day weekend. w00t! <3333

It's like I've completely forgotten my journal! Holy hell! Everything's been so busy, and I'm sick (blah! and my husband has been taking care of me /cuddles) and I've been working so much. Hmmmm, working on the H1N1 flu vaccination team is crazy! The rumors, the laws broken, the tension and the stress in the office are enough to strain even the ( Read more... )

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Just because

Got a new job. Working for the great state of Indiana. Woo Hoo. But, hey. The pay is good and the hours are awesome. Can't complain and I get paid weekly. Pretty sweet deal. Hate leaving the monkey all day, but it's necessary at this point. He went to the ER at Riley last night, he couldn't keep anything down, his temp was well over 101' and he was ( Read more... )

There's romantic songs, romance books, and romantic comedies and movies because that's as good as it gets. It sounds good, the human soul craves those stories or songs, those happily-ever-after endings, but in reality people are so flawed it just doesn't happen. I wonder what it's like to be completely and utterly loved, without the pretenses, the ( Read more... )

I'm sick and so is monkey. Ugh. That is all.