I shouldn't be nervous about tomorrow...
But I am. It's silly, everything's done. Tomorrow Austin will officially be Austin Michael McGavock, and everything's good. I ordered Anthony a mug that came in today. It's a Colts mug that's engraved. It says, "Our Family is Now Complete March 4, 2010". It's nice, I like it. I also got each one of the grandparents (well, Spring&Dad and Mom&Ray) a gift and something small for Austin. They are all coming tomorrow, we're taking pics with the judge after wards and then taking them out to lunch. <333
I don't need a lot of family. I have the grandparents, my husband, my son, and some pretty good friends. So deliberately being cut out of family events, or shunned by my in-laws doesn't bother me anymore. It's quiet, peaceful, less drama, and less arguments. I'm good.
Shawna's going to be okay. I'm glad. I did forget to call her on her birthday and I felt HORRIBLE! I've been so wrapped up in my own life I haven't been paying attention to much else. But I text her and groveled, still felt bad, and was forgiven. Jeez I suck. lol
I think I'm going to become a permanent fixture as a state employee. w00t! $$$$ and insurance= Win.
I'm tired. I've been working out hard core and my whole body hurts. I want to be back down to a size ten by June.
Austin ate the wings off of an airplane today and it's freaking cracking me up.
This is random. I'm done.
I don't need a lot of family. I have the grandparents, my husband, my son, and some pretty good friends. So deliberately being cut out of family events, or shunned by my in-laws doesn't bother me anymore. It's quiet, peaceful, less drama, and less arguments. I'm good.
Shawna's going to be okay. I'm glad. I did forget to call her on her birthday and I felt HORRIBLE! I've been so wrapped up in my own life I haven't been paying attention to much else. But I text her and groveled, still felt bad, and was forgiven. Jeez I suck. lol
I think I'm going to become a permanent fixture as a state employee. w00t! $$$$ and insurance= Win.
I'm tired. I've been working out hard core and my whole body hurts. I want to be back down to a size ten by June.
Austin ate the wings off of an airplane today and it's freaking cracking me up.
This is random. I'm done.