I hide behind ( Read more... )

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Placebo pal
hope for cure
you're fake
but your power is pure

get the job done
think you're good
what we have we won
fidelity.

when the world's always hungry
and I'm fucking starved
you're everything to me
I know your life is hard

I've been listening lately
for signs
of music
on the shirts
in the eyes
of everything

For something
someone
who can tell me
what this is all about
what to do what to do
when you focus like hell
till it hurts
to be here

I'm wondering if being here will ever be enough
If I'll ever have a reason
and what that reason might be.

I like to ride my bike. It makes everything better, everything sortable. Like writing, but its like my little way of pre-gaming a reallllly good writing session. I have gone every day this week and figured out how to get to different places. The white trash mall, newton north, the library, ect! I even made my way to emily's house! I have always ( Read more... )

chin up ( Read more... )

the words caught between
lip one and lip two
caught up in my throat
with the rest of the glue
sticking to the cavities
the nightmares I've had
the chapstick is missing
it's gotten this bad

the gluestick.
breath replaced with blue-stick
it's suffocation
you'll absolutely end

This may be the best day of my life. I'm looking at pictures right now and thinking a lot. Happy pictures, or maybe it's just me but everything is wonderful right now.

So I was thinking about semi and how fun and exciting it is to buy a dress but my thoughts kept going right back to speech! I AM MORE EXCITED FOR THIS TOURNAMENT IN 2 DAYS THAN I AM FOR SEMI,PROM AND MY NEXT BIRTHDAY. I love speech. I love love love being the organized one for once. I love being the one on the stage and smiling in a line of smiling ( Read more... )