i am HOME for thanksgiving. i kissed the snow. and my springer spaniel. i am going to see my favorite girls tonight. it is beautiful.

it seems like deep down all people are just disgusting. and the more people i meet, the more this seems obvious. i like to think that i am different-- not so bad. but these terribly random nights make me realize that i am just as disgusting, if not more so. i want to fall in love with an inanimate object.

so i am in my second home with my girls. its almost time for bed. all of the sudden this totally socially awkward guy walks in, doesnt say a thing but makes some muttery sound and gets into my bed to go to sleep. im just standing there with my mouth open not knowing what to say. he doesnt even GO to this school. none of us had ever seen him ( Read more... )

i feel like i must have been force-fed an entire box of milk duds...

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woke up after my nap feeling sooo dizzy and weak. i couldnt even stand upright while i brushed my hair. so i figured i should eat something and i thought about my apple. but me and apples have this weird love/hate relationship. they do weird things to my tummy. so i cut myself a little slice and ate that. and i felt okay. so then i ate the ( Read more... )

halloween always makes me homesick. its really the only time of year i feel it. its just that at home halloween is such a big deal. it is my moms favorite holiday so the whole family is forced to get really into it. here at school, and it was like this at mssm too, there are halloween parties, and there might be special halloween treats or ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulchocotaco22 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as angel.26103 gives you 15 orange orange-flavoured gummy worms.anabeloved gives you 3 mottled green coconut-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.constantdreamer gives you 6 brown licorice-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.girlnamedhill gives you 15 softly glowing cola- ( Read more... )

i have been so not myself lately. i feel dizzy now all of the time. and weak and trembly most times too. and although the dizziness is frightening sometimes, i think it is beautiful too. i feel like i am in a constant state of euphoria, light and soft and always tiptoeing above the heads of others ( Read more... )

so yesterday after lunch me and megan and elissa went to the wescard office and as we were walking i looked down and i had a mysterious red splotch on the front of my pants. so i was licking my finger and kind of scratching at it and the girls were like, what are you doing? and i was like, trying to get this red off! then they tried to tell me ( Read more... )