so my door has this strange, but sort of convient, malfunction where it doesnt automatically lock like all the other doors in the butts. it was kind of nice for a while just not having to fumble with my keys, and eventually i started to depend on my door being unlocked. well. my door decided to fix itself this morning. while i was in the shower ( Read more... )

so i am HOME and it is a beautiful thing. i went to visit the bro in amherst, went out to dinner with him and eddie--who is the sweetest boy in the world btw--then i got home and its mostly been relaxing since then. did the rockland thing, although its not the same without my girls. went over to toms for a while last night. he helped me with my ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning with blindspots so i got in bed in prepared for my migraine. killed all the lights, smells, and sounds. got my puke bag ready and ate some soft foods so throwing up would be more pleasant. but i didnt throw up. which is very strange. i had an somewhat painful headache, but nothing terrible. basically i just slept until ( Read more... )

my tongue hurts SO bad. ive eaten basically all of the chocolate ana sent me. i like to lick it instead of chew it because it is better that way, but it gives me little sores on the tip of my tongue. i went and told megan of my troubles and she said "you should just bite it." and so i did, but that only made it worse. apparently she meant bite ( Read more... )

so after how i was feeling last night i needed a reeeeeally good morning. and i got it! :) well first it was not so well. i woke up after virtually no sleep just to go to multivariable calculus. i didnt get a shower because seoyung was in there for about 30 min. i didnt understand aaanything in the class and i was leaving prepared to go back ( Read more... )

i feel like the floor underneath me is moving and i keep slipping off. i need things to hold still and stop moving for just a second so i can get back on and get my shit together ( Read more... )

so tonight megan comes into my room crying her eyes out and after many hugs and hot cocoa she starts to tell me what is wrong. she had just got off the phone with her boyfriend. he was telling her all this sweet stuff-- how much she means to him, how important she is to his life. and she started feeling so guilty. megan and her boyfriend have ( Read more... )

there are asians everywhere. me and my friend elissa were pretty much the only european type people in my tai-kwon-do class. i actually think we might have been some of the only americans. everyone else was asian and a lot of them didnt even speak english very well. it was kind of weird getting back into martial arts, but every so often i had ( Read more... )

last night i didnt want to do anything. it was too cold. i retired early from the den. its just as well.

there is a nympho that wants to kill me.

last night i had dreams about the grilled cheeses from mocon.

this morning my yogurt was moldy but i ate it anyway.

i miss you.

it is raining like CRAZY here. i was walking back from the gym and it was all hot and sunshiney and then i look to the left and the sky is black. when i got back to the dorms it was all black and leaves were swirling down from the sky. then all of the sudden it POURED. i screamed and danced and laughed and licked the sky until all of the ( Read more... )