i'm gunna be deleting this account. i feel its time for a new one. the screenname for the new journal is cheshirephoenix. it will be a friends only journal once i figure out how to make it friends only. lol. anyways...i'll explain in the new journal at some point why i feel its time for a new account. anyways...i'm gunna keep this one till ( Read more... )

actually...tuesday around 4pm i got really upset and quit my job and walked out. i then drove myself to the emergency room. i told them i needed to go to some kind of group home or mental facility, because altho i didn't exactly want to kill myself, i wanted the frenzy of emotions to go away, and the only way i could think of was to run my car ( Read more... )

well, plans fell through. he had to go pick up his stranded brother, and he's not made it home yet. he has to work early in the morning, so vday plans are bust. well, hopefully i'll hear from him soon and we can make plans for another time. *sigh* k...g'nite. the end.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=cheshirelotus

well, jason and i have agreed that we shouldn't be going out anymore, and we're seriously just gonna be friends. okay. this is good. okay...i need food. the end.

good morning. i think. err...so tired. got about 9 hours of sleep, shouldn't still be tired, but i am. mum made yummy lasagna last night. sooo good. then she asked if i would check in the fridge to see if there was room for the leftovers. (i knew this was some sort of ploy so i consented) there was a yummy birthday cake in the fridge. i ( Read more... )

blah. sooo...worked till 1030 last night. finally got to sleep around 2am, woke up at 5am and went back to work at 7am till 4pm. the csm's of the day were exceptionally bitchy, and it took a lot of control not to real off and punch one of them. god i hate my job. anyways...don't want to talk about that right now. mom made lasagna for dinner, ( Read more... )

"In this philosophical romantic comedy, a young man in a mask and cape (Johnny Depp) is brought to a psychiatric facility where he's placed under the supervision of Dr. Jack Mickler (Marlon Brando). The patient informs Mickler that he is actually the great lover Don Juan. Mickler has ten days to work with "Don Juan," after which he will either be ( Read more... )

hey there, ho there, hi there. i just found out that i can now have 6 user pics. woot! sooo...in honor of my current johnny depp infatuation...they are all johnny depp related. the default one is from one of my alltime favorite movies: dead man. there's one from pirates of the carribean, of course, one of him from fear and loathing in las ( Read more... )

Raoul Duke: "...some kind of, I dunno, electric snake, coming straight at us ( Read more... )