"they're coming to take me away...haha!!!"

[cheshirelotus]

actually...tuesday around 4pm i got really upset and quit my job and walked out. i then drove myself to the emergency room. i told them i needed to go to some kind of group home or mental facility, because altho i didn't exactly want to kill myself, i wanted the frenzy of emotions to go away, and the only way i could think of was to run my car

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[sailormidori]

i'm glad that you got what you needed...hope you keep taking care of yourself, darlin'.

*hugs*

[cheshirelotus]

*snuggle/huggle* thanks sweety. i miss you!!! i'm gunna email you my cellnumber in a little bit.

*sigh* i also kind of miss my dane cook dvd. *poke* lol. seriously...if you can't send anything else...that's all i really really want back terribly. it is the more costly of the things and i definatly don't have the money to replace it right now, but have been in the mood for my dane fix. *pout* anyways...talk to you soon sweetie!!! *huggles*

[marlboro_reds]

oh man. i wish i could have gotten back to you. things have been fucking hell around here too. and if i didn't have my daughter i would probaly shoot myself. then again if i didn't have her i wouldn't have to deal with her worthless father...and well if i never had to see him ever again my life would be fine. come back to connecticut damnit..i do miss you and think about you a lot. is the number i have your cell phone? i'll try to call this weekend if i can. if you need to talk try calling me at home during the day (860-564-4244) or on my cell in the evening (860-389-3615). i'm glad that you are safe though. plus i am online all the time now since my computer is back up. my aol sn is dominion927 or celestialmegan. i'm not sure which one i'm gonna use yet..........
anyways i miss ya girl and i hope everything gets better. tennessee fucking blows...........too much inbreeding......
i love yas
~megan~

[cheshirelotus]

thanks, sweetness. all in all it was a wonderful experience tho. eventually i will make several posts to recap. i was just gunna make one but then i realized there was too much to go into to...to many stories to tell. i've got both yr numbers saved, but unless you have cingular...my balance is low (prepaid c-go phone) you may not be able to reach me. you can try the home phone. i will email it to you privately.
*hugs*
dolores