"they're coming to take me away...haha!!!"
actually...tuesday around 4pm i got really upset and quit my job and walked out. i then drove myself to the emergency room. i told them i needed to go to some kind of group home or mental facility, because altho i didn't exactly want to kill myself, i wanted the frenzy of emotions to go away, and the only way i could think of was to run my car high speed into a light pole. i got to a place called penninsula at about 1am. and left there today around 1pm. it was a very positive experience all in all. but it is 445am right now and i need to get some rest. i will give the full update tomorrow if i get the chance. i will also make time to read my friends page. i've missed you all very much, but this was something that i needed very much, and i am in a better place now because of it. talk to you all soon i hope. ta!