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rowan connor, 5 months


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as i was looking for irish lullabies on the internet today, google gave me a small treasure. i got the link to a man's blog about his daughter. it was titled "dear spike, love dad" every entry is a letter to his daughter. he tells her about the day they had together and the thoughts he has concerning her. he tells her of his insecurities as a ( Read more... )

*sigh* boober gets to go wherever he wants, whenever he wants and i'm stuck here alone on this damned couch. i am really beginning to HATE this couch. after 10 months sitting on it, it's bound to happen. i'm feeling lonely and depressed, and yes, even envious. it's not fair but such is the life of the breastfeeding momma. i have to make these ( Read more... )

Rowan came home saturday. The past two days have been a blur of diaper changes, non-stop breast feeding, and very little sleep... for me and dad, not for Rowan. Every second of it is worth it just to watch his big bright eyes look up at me and feel his strong little fingers grab at me. Every second is worth it for the chance to hold his warm little ( Read more... )

nothing makes me miss home and high school and the past more than christmastime. listening to the little bit of christmas music i have on my computer, almost all of which were the songs i sang in chorus and at disney's candlelight processional, one of which i sang solo at my church when i was 15 on christmas eve, and another i sang acapella with ( Read more... )

i am so excited to be bringing my son into an obama nation. i am so happy that my first vote in my life actually counted for something. i truly feel that this is a huge step for our nation- i think this is our chance for change... finally. i watched obama's acceptance speech on youtube this morning, and i cried- a lot. keep in mind i am hormonal, ( Read more... )

lives in my uterus. ;)

i'm gonna have a son!!!!

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