Having car troubles, is anyone free to give me a ride Monday morning to Wethersfield?? Thanks a bunch!!

Well, hello LJ world. Its been a while since I have posted! I hope you all out there are doing well ( Read more... )

So I am doing okay. Better than what I was doing on 3 18 I quit completly. My therapist thought it would be bad to go to Wheeler and her at the same time. I guess it's okay. I am doing better. I am much stronger mentally than I have ever been beforel...

Hey Larry!! Twizted is coming to the Webster...I'm hoping to check them out...

Good things good things..therapy is working wonders..haven't had a panic attack in what i think is ages..i'm accepting myself more and realizing i am good. i checked in the adult education in new britain, but they are doing their spring semester right now. so I got a list ( Read more... )

Okay, I made some good strides. Three days sober now. So that is a good thing. Compared to usually what I do today. I am still continuing treatment with Anxiety Center and I am going to the Wheeler Clinic for their Intensive Outpatient Porgram on 3/18. I also told the girls at Applebee's so they don't serve me when I go. They still want  me to go.
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News, I have a sponser, and I am going to an AA meeting tomorrow. I also registered with Wheeler Clinic for their intensive outpatient clinic so 3/18 is my first appoinment. I also am continuing my therapy with the Anxiety Treatment Center. The panic and anxiety comes from drinking. I realize that now and I don't want to be this person any longer. ( Read more... )

I want to be a better person than I am. I want to have the respect, for myself and my surroundings. I do not want to live like this any longer. I want to be in control of my emotions and feelings. I want MY life. Not someone else's and I am going to start doing it right  now. I am no longer going to please other people. I am going to worry about ( Read more... )

I have a drinking problem. I am addicted to alochol and I need help. I can't do it anymore by myself. I just feel that I lost who I am. Does anyone ever feel like this? Someone help me.

• Things I hate
• I hate relying on booze to make me feel better. I have not drank in a bit now and it feels good to be in control of  my thoughts and feelings.
• I hate loosing control.
• I hate myself sometimes for not being the person I want to be. But, I love myself for wanting to try to get better.
• I deserve better thoughts.

It's been a while I know. I have been going through quite a bit. You can find me on facebook. I just haven't written or updated in ages.

I have been in the hospital t wice since i've last posted. Anxiety, alcohol, depression and stress. It is hard. But, I am realizing.

That I put myself down too ( Read more... )