It's been a while...

Feb 20, 2009 08:43

It's been a while I know. I have been going through quite a bit. You can find me on facebook. I just haven't written or updated in ages.

I have been in the hospital t wice since i've last posted. Anxiety, alcohol, depression and stress. It is hard. But, I am realizing.

That I put myself down too much.   That I don't give myself enough credit. That I am ADVENTUROUS and do not need booze to supplment that. That I am kind, considerate, caring, and an amazing woman. If you don't like me, you don't know me. It would be a great sadness if you didnt take a chance in knowing me. Cause, I am good. I am loyal. I am trustworthy. I am someone that you can benefit in as a friend. What I am saying is, that I am someone I CAN benefit as a friend. I have or am finding my way in this world. It is hard. But, I am not demeaning myself anylonger. I mean, hell, paula deane found her way at 42. Go figure. The thing is life is life and it's never too late to change, to fly or to find your path. The only thing that is stoping us, is that  we don't have the will to change, or the want.

In Other news. I purchased 2 tickets for disturbed. Dan is going with me. anyone else out there going in April???

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