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Well, hello LJ world. Its been a while since I have posted! I hope you all out there are doing well.
I haven't had a panic attack in ages about 4 mojnths now. Still going to therapy. Not relying on booze to make me feel better. But, using choices in my life now which are good. I am slowly beginning to have control over choices. I have learned the hard way TRUST me and I am still paying the price. The life is better. I could be better a bit, more. I have Ezcema on my arms which I am saddened by. My skin used to be flawless. LITERALLY. *sigh*
My concert schedule was awesome for the summer.
1. Bury your dead
2. The veer union, Halestorm, Since October and Burn Halo
3. Static X
4. Vans Warped tour
5. Halestorm, Lo Pro, Shine Down Hinder
6. Disturbed
7. Mayhem festival
that's all i can remember. i had SECOND row to Chevy Theater to see Shinedown.!! I met halestorm, veer union and since october all three bands and ALL members signed my summer road map.
I'm also heading to see Tantric 8/2.
I'm proud of myself and how drinking is slowing down how I want and am eager to change my life. I have accepted that I travelled down the road I did and no one else. Time to face the consequences and learn from my mistakes. NOT BLAMING others. That realization is hard, but it's worth it. Because we aren't flawless. We are made to make mistakes. Otherwise, we wouldn't learn. Sometimes it takes a long long time, but it's worth it in the end.
Dan and I were rocky for a while. But are doing so much better. I think we are in it for the long haul. Depression can kick someone's ass but it's not beating me into the ground. I realize that I got to do something about it. I am no longer on medication. I want to work though this with proper therapy and diet. Keep my positive outlook. I still read Joyce Meyer. I don't follow her word for word but she des offer valued points. My life is getting better. I am doing my own website. Photos of the show (Staind) are up it's cherrybutterfly.s5.com
Thanks.
Oh hey Larry, I am going to check out Insane Clown Posse!! 12/2.
I am also hoping to catch D 12 coming.
I won't be able to see Method man and red man and Ghostface :(
But, that is all good because Dinosaur Jr Makes up for it on 10/7 :P
I haven't had a panic attack in ages about 4 mojnths now. Still going to therapy. Not relying on booze to make me feel better. But, using choices in my life now which are good. I am slowly beginning to have control over choices. I have learned the hard way TRUST me and I am still paying the price. The life is better. I could be better a bit, more. I have Ezcema on my arms which I am saddened by. My skin used to be flawless. LITERALLY. *sigh*
My concert schedule was awesome for the summer.
1. Bury your dead
2. The veer union, Halestorm, Since October and Burn Halo
3. Static X
4. Vans Warped tour
5. Halestorm, Lo Pro, Shine Down Hinder
6. Disturbed
7. Mayhem festival
that's all i can remember. i had SECOND row to Chevy Theater to see Shinedown.!! I met halestorm, veer union and since october all three bands and ALL members signed my summer road map.
I'm also heading to see Tantric 8/2.
I'm proud of myself and how drinking is slowing down how I want and am eager to change my life. I have accepted that I travelled down the road I did and no one else. Time to face the consequences and learn from my mistakes. NOT BLAMING others. That realization is hard, but it's worth it. Because we aren't flawless. We are made to make mistakes. Otherwise, we wouldn't learn. Sometimes it takes a long long time, but it's worth it in the end.
Dan and I were rocky for a while. But are doing so much better. I think we are in it for the long haul. Depression can kick someone's ass but it's not beating me into the ground. I realize that I got to do something about it. I am no longer on medication. I want to work though this with proper therapy and diet. Keep my positive outlook. I still read Joyce Meyer. I don't follow her word for word but she des offer valued points. My life is getting better. I am doing my own website. Photos of the show (Staind) are up it's cherrybutterfly.s5.com
Thanks.
Oh hey Larry, I am going to check out Insane Clown Posse!! 12/2.
I am also hoping to catch D 12 coming.
I won't be able to see Method man and red man and Ghostface :(
But, that is all good because Dinosaur Jr Makes up for it on 10/7 :P