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The Saga of Moving
I don't know why but for some reason moving this time has been the worst experience ever.
To be fair, due to budget issues, I wasn't able to hire movers like I did in Tennessee twice. That would have been made alot of it easier. Then, during the process things just cropping up and happening.
- The bedroom TV got accidentally broken. Now I have to ( Read more... )
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Did I Dream You?
When I fell you didn't catch me
The promise of safety you whispered was never there
I had to pick myself back up again from the dirty ground littered with my shattered dreams
My tears were caught by the wind and whipped away leaving me to stand again on shaky legs
My hands still remembered your strong shoulders underneath them
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Rough Week
This post is going to be a hard one, but I think it will help me to write it. Recently I learned that a coworker I didn't know very well committed suicide. From others, I learned that most of the time she seemed very happy and content.
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State of the Union-2024
In a week I will be one year older. At 39 I still have not accomplished a lot of the life goals I have set for myself but I haven't just sat around either.
-I do have a nice vehicle I love.
-I do have a decent job.
-I don't live with my parents.
-I've managed to travel quite a bit. Still more places I want to go. We'll see.
-I'm healthy.
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Why Toyota Should Bring Back the Celica
Okay so this is something that I've been thinking about for awhile.
Yes I understand there isn't a market for sports cars these days like there used to be since people want fuel efficiency, not gas guzzlers. Hear me out, though.
Right now if you want a Toyota sports car, your only choices include a used Scion FRS, a GR86 (the new FRS), and a Supra.
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Surgery Sucks
So this is way worse than when I had my gallbladder removed. Then I was just sore and couldn't move much. This is ridiculous. First of all, I can't eat anything hardly so I am always hungry. The stuff I can eat still hurts to swallow. I can't take the pain pills without eating so it's a double edged sword. They want me to drink all the time but it ( Read more... ) -
Feelings Playlist
So currently in my feels for reasons.
I've found myself listening to some songs over and over again. If you, like me, need an emotional playlist-feel free to check this one. And before you ask-yes I know I'm a masochist.
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Endings
So I am sitting here trying to make sense of this. It's 5 days until your birthday. I bought you a card-it's sitting in the car. Seeing it reminded me that everything is different. All I wanted to do was get close to you. I tried to be patient and kind and be there when you needed me. When I needed you-you weren't there. I tried to be understanding ( Read more... ) -
Beginnings
Okay so most of you who know me will know that I have been wanting kids for forever. I just could never find the right person. Either I didn't want them or they didn't want me or something happened. Anyway, it got to the point where I basically just gave up and decided if it happened-great. I wasn't actively seeking a relationship or trying to find ( Read more... ) -
Puppies are Great
Sometimes I think if I had a puppy right now, I could cuddle with them. I could walk them and also buy them things. Sure, it would be an extra expense-dog food, vet checks, and all of that. All in all, feeling less lonely and having that being there who always smiles to see you and loves you-it's worth it.
I would totally take my pup on trips ( Read more... )
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