It doesn't get any easier, but I'm getting more used to it. I'm not sure I like that but what else can we do right? I'm just grateful for getting to spend as much time as I can with Scott. The two of us, Hannah, and the dogs... our little family spending time together. I can't think of anything better than that. And now I'm back here, and he's ( Read more... )

Yeah, when there's surfing to be had... and a daughter to play with... and a husband to spend as much time with as I can...

in other words, no I am not dead yet.

Hannah is getting so big. We totally need to get pictures of her so everyone can see the beautiful girl, and yes I am rather biased. I totally admit it.

Yet another fun summer around the Cheechoo / Hannan househould. Hannah loves the sun and the beach and wants to surf but there are no boards small enough for her. So she'll just have to deal with me and her dad taking her out into the water ourselves. It's not horrible after all, and the dogs love the water too of course ( Read more... )

I'm sory to those I left hanging. I wouldn't have done that on purpose but RL sucks at the momrnt. There was a death in the family so my head really isn't in this at the moment. I'll be back soon through

THX

Part of me is torn. Do I wish to be still playing, going further in the playoffs? Of course, who wouldn't want that. But another part of me is glad that I'm done and Scott's done because it means that he's home, our family is back together. I'm a selfish kind of man when it comes to that, to having him and me and Hannah all together ( Read more... )

Has it really been that long?? I guess time does fly, just not so sure on the having fun. Oh sure the team is doing great, having a good time and winning some great games. But I'm stuck up on the press box and watching. Being hurt as we all know is not fun ( Read more... )

I wish I had something to say. Something profound or encouraging, but I can't. This season has been really not the highlight and I am trying really hard not to just give up. Because I can't give up. I have teammates who are counting on me, family who rely on me and Scott and Hannah who I would do anything for to make sure they're happy ( Read more... )

Some how I thought I'd wake up from a dream and Scott wouldn't be hundreds of miles away, that I wouldn't be raising Hannah by myself, regardless of friends or the nanny, who are all wonderful. But I lie awake, watching the moon over the water and just miss being able to share that with him. I know he did what was best for him, for our family ( Read more... )

I.... maybe I should have waited to post anything. I could have added a bit about how the bottom in my world just dropped out of nowhere.

What am I... are we going to do?

I feel like life is going at a million miles a minute with no way to stop and then I'm finding I don't want it to stop ( Read more... )