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I wish I had something to say. Something profound or encouraging, but I can't. This season has been really not the highlight and I am trying really hard not to just give up. Because I can't give up. I have teammates who are counting on me, family who rely on me and Scott and Hannah who I would do anything for to make sure they're happy.
It's just frustrating. I can't buy a goal to save my life and I don't know what's wrong.
Okay that's a lie but there's nothing that can be done about that. I really have come to terms with that and we will all just have to deal with it as best we can.
But god, Hannah's first Christmas, and it really was awesome. She is continually a bundle of joy and happiness and I keep seeing pieces of Scott in her and that makes me glad too. I wasn't sure how Jas would handle things in the long run but she's great, just perfectly happy playing the doting aunt and godmother.
I know I'm blessed, I just have to get my heart and head in sync again.
It's just frustrating. I can't buy a goal to save my life and I don't know what's wrong.
Okay that's a lie but there's nothing that can be done about that. I really have come to terms with that and we will all just have to deal with it as best we can.
But god, Hannah's first Christmas, and it really was awesome. She is continually a bundle of joy and happiness and I keep seeing pieces of Scott in her and that makes me glad too. I wasn't sure how Jas would handle things in the long run but she's great, just perfectly happy playing the doting aunt and godmother.
I know I'm blessed, I just have to get my heart and head in sync again.