Incase you missed it on my 'wall'.....

TO ALL YOU SO-CALLED FRIENDS:
For once in as long as I can remember I AM HAPPY. And if you guys don't talk to me because what you THINK about me or who I hang out with then you AREN'T real friends anyway. This is bullshit. If you were my real friends then you'd be happy for me and happy that I'm happy. So take ( Read more... )

what a fucking asshole. i'm so sick of this and him and everything. like fuck supposedly there are still feelings.. but yet he'll fuck anything else that moves.. even SOMEONE ELSE'S FUCKING GIRLFRIEND. ugh i don't even know him anymore.. what a fucking asshole. i just want to bitch at him and fucking kick him in the groin for being a stupid fake ( Read more... )

I know no one reads this anymore.. that's kind of comforting right now actually. Everything is SO fucking weird and messed up..  I don't know really where to start this so i'm just going to throw random thoughts and shit out there.. my life is so empty.. i just want to be 18.. so bad.. who knows. it probably won't change a damn thing.. but at least ( Read more... )

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed
If i don't need you then why does your name resound in my head
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life

This is ( Read more... )

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wish I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we wereBut not our last days of silence, screaming, blur ( Read more... )

I don't know, this entry is just me letting out some thoughts, without actually writing anything.. if that makes sense. I don't really care if it doesn't. I've never hated myself more, or wanted to turn back time more than now. I've never had to deal with this, and so i don't know how. It's not like you grow up being taught how to handle stuff like ( Read more... )

Sooo... i don't know. i'm just down and i don't know what to do. i can't talk to ANYONE literally because either they a)just don't give a rats ass [i can't blame them] b)they won't understand cause they don't know the half of it [not their fault] or c) they'll become upset/worried. i don't know.. theres so many.. stupid.. people.. and stupid things ( Read more... )

I've probably posted this before, but I don't care.

You've got someone here who wants to make it all right ( Read more... )

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So it's been a few days and he won't even like talk to me.. he doesn't make an effort to call or anything, and when i call him hes sleeping or not there or whatever.. so now back to the confusion.. does he care or not? Im not the kind of person that can deal with the 'love you' one day and then nothing the next. I need to know if he wants me or not ( Read more... )