Serious. I'm really a very pathetic individual. Its... Sad ( Read more... )

I have to ponder a little if this feeling is better then the end hope's results if met in the best case scenario. Doe a crush from afar turn out equally well as one could hope/dream? Dreams tend to be better than reality. Unrealistic fantasizing of things that have no realistic possibility of being. Not generally grounded in human relationships. ( Read more... )

Does shit ever quite work out as one plans?

I find I appreciate 'artists' atm. Not that I'd ever think of being one professionally much less suggest anyone ever be one. As a hobby, art would be good. Unless you're actually doing something that can lead to real money -- doesn't happen much that I can tell ( Read more... )

Good to feel two wheels on the pavement again ( Read more... )

Blah. Had a dream 3 or 4 nights ago of falling in love. Which is ridiculous. Not sure what her face looked like, just that it was the most beautiful I'd ever seen -- Not like a model, just a real perfection -- A Blind perfection ( Read more... )

Ha.

!$#(& $(%@#)($* FUCK THE WORLD.

Been a while since I've had over a girl/hung out with a girl I liked and ended up having to hear about how hot various other guys are. Ha. I remember all to well how much I dislike it.

Que Sera Sera. I border on indifference anyways. I'm Just an intellectual whore.

-_- My mind feels like a peep that's been in the microwave for 3 minutes.