So yeah. I'm still alive. I think ( Read more... )

Hey, all.

Finally got internet back up and running.

I am all moved, and just getting settled into my new place. Hope we can catch up soon. *hugs*

SO.. I thought I was done being screwed by Eric. I was stupid and thought he finally could not hurt me anymore, could not do anything else. I was WRONG again!!!! THe one thing he actually did a couple weeks before he took off with my stuff, rent, everything, was to make a payment to the MASSIVE cable bill he racked up over the months he lived with ( Read more... )

I wonder how long it will take me to all this through my head? How long before I don't automatically think it's him when I see a text message come on my phone? Then have to remind myself it can't be. It never will be again. I'd say the hurt starts all over again. But it has not stopped, so that does not work. How long before I DON'T manage to find ( Read more... )

The funeral is tomorrow. It was John's best friend, Chris, that introduced us. Chris is one of my closest friends as well. HE just informed me that the family wants us with them. At least that is Chris's wording. I totally understsand wanting Chris and his wife Debby there beside them. But as much as John had already come to mean to me, his family ( Read more... )

A friend of mine, John, passed away on the 5th. He was 27 years old. Nobody really knows what to do, or what to say, least of all me. He was my friend... and a little something more.

I know you guys don't know him. But his family and friends could use all the good thoughts and prayers that you have to give.

I know quite a few of my friends on here watch Gilmore Girls. Just thought I would let you know that Season 1, 2, and 3 are on sale for $19.99 each at Fred Meyer's, as least the one on Walker Road. They are normally over $50.00 bucks, so its a good deal ( Read more... )

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It was all a lie. The one friendship I had the most faith in, at least them caring about and accepting me. And it was a lie. I have been fucked over, stolen from, and lied to. Over and over, because I am an idiot.

I am torn between tears of helplessness, and absolute fucking rage.

But most of all, it just hurts. Really really hurts.

Okay, I know alot of you will laugh at this or think I am nuts. But I don't care ( Read more... )