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10 Years Later
Don't you dream impossible things?"
This entire year has been like a slap to the face. On my last birthday I was an emotional mess, full of shame for everything I hadn't accomplished, and unable to comprehend where things had gone so wrong. Hell, where I went wrong. It turned out to be the theme for 2012.
I was immediately conned and scammed by a ( Read more... ) -
And so I tell myself...
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong, and dreaming when they're gone..."
I keep hoping and expecting to find myself in a completely different place, unique from any I've known before. Mentally, emotionally, and physically. Yet I keep finding myself alone, and I'm not sure I still understand why. I'm not overly antisocial, at least I don't think ( Read more... ) -
2009
"You're caught between the love and the danger, it's hard to leave a heart so opened up to that..."So I've decided that 2009 was not only a year of ups and downs, good and bad, and wins and losses; but also a year of truth and lies. A year in which our perceptions seemed correct but were most likely wrong, and a year in which looks were often ( Read more... ) -
SIGH
Ew, was that seriously the first post I made for this year? -_-
Please do not be an omen of things to come..kthnxbai. -
Hit Pause
"How can I explain, I can't stop what you've begun..."
Ok, apparently I am an idiot. It seems I often fail to notice a bad idea is a bad idea until AFTER I have set it into motion ( Read more... ) -
Memories & Circles
"Isn't it interesting the way you can learn a lot about a person through their writing? If you pay very close attention, and read through the lines of any piece of fiction, you can get through to the author's soul. You don't have to know anything about them, but if you look at the overall piece before you, you can discover more about them than they ( Read more... ) -
Catching Up
Work today was brutal, which is so not what I had been expecting. Usually Mondays are pretty cool since you can relax a bit, and get to spend more time at the desk since it's our supervisor's day off. Yes, the boss man is working, but he's usually way too busy with important stuff, so the majority of the patron interaction stuff falls onto the ( Read more... ) -
Sometimes...
...you just feel like a fool and idiot.
Sometimes...this is okay, and no one is to blame. Just shrug it off and walk away, because you have nothing weighing you down, internally deep inside.
But sometimes...sometimes......you take it all in, and walk silently into its embrace. Wrap your arms around it, clutch it desperately close, and take ( Read more... ) -
Prepping
NIWFA is apparently at the end of next week already. XD For some reason, I kept thinking it was further away even though I know the exact day for it, as well as Hunter, but I guess since Hunter is the week following NIWFA it was just easier to pretend I still had tons of preparation time. ^-^;; Especially since I agreed to fill in with sabre for ( Read more... ) -
Pretty Tokens
“Why didn’t you tell me I loved you?”Somehow, when Fred Astaire said that, a part of me swooned internally, and the rest of me felt like a silly fool for having neglected to inform him. Yet, when Gene Kelly uttered those exact same words, I was infuriated at his arrogance and felt like smacking him for his idiotic behavior that caused nothing but ( Read more... )