I'm bored. And my computer is running very slow. So I thought I'd post something. It's actually kinda depressing - I have FB, succumbed to twatter, and I've got a LJ. And on none of them does anyone really care what I have to say. Yet I still feel liking using these places like my life's stage with a full audience. I think that's the saddest bit.
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So just in case anyone is ever interested and likes twattering (or twittering) and reading seriously random and often crazy/insensible or overly honest thoughts... I'm @fruitflyCaz
For anyone who reads in the fandoms Angel, Buffy, Firefly, Dr Who, Stargate, Torchwood or X-Files there's currently a fanfic/fanart awards comp going on at wicked_awards. You can read what's on offer, put your own stuff up and/or nominate.
So it has now been 6 months since the event that changed my life. It still feels like it was yesterday. The pain is still as raw. The hole is just as big. The piece of me that went with him is still gone. Things are supposed to get easier with time, right? Doesn't feel like it. It took me years to get over my first. If I allowed it I suspect this
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A friend recently pointed out to me that I never use this anymore. And I think now, more than ever, I need to. This is my journal space. And I have some things I need to get off my chest. Not for you to read. But for me to say
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