hi, i've got a new journal because this was never friends only, which is totally my fault, i know.
but now i'd just like a journal that's friends only

add me;
cheaparcade

phone conversations are infact the worst things ever, especially when they mess with your head. the fact is, i don't know if it was intentional or not ( Read more... )

okay, it's nearly been two weeks since i last said how upbeat i was, how it's summer soon, that everything is going to be great, and i'm going to be positive ( Read more... )

"don't go to sleep yet!"
"why not? i'm tired"
"aw, you just aren't hardcore enough"
"so the person that stays awake till the early hours of the morning, doing fuck all is hardcore? yeah, get a life"

he's probably true, but i'm not letting it get me down, no, no, no.

i sent my cv off for this job earlier on today

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well, i think i've screwed things up.
i'm always doing that.
but i'm confused at where or wheather there was anything to screw up in the first place.

i'll find out sooner or later
maybe i should ask questions, even if i might not like the answer

just a thought.

okay, so trip to leeds tomorrow! i'm actually looking forward to it. it's james's birthday and we're going to have fun, believe. he's gave up smoking, so dan and myself are gonna be really mean and just wave some cigarettes around in his face, like the legends we are ( Read more... )

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i just need to write. it's been too long ( Read more... )

does anyone else think being friends with ex's is a completely bad idea? i'm not going to go into much detail because it'll probably set me off on some mad tangent, but for christ sakes leave me alone. i don't want to hear that your new girlfriend hates you, or doesn't like you. if you didn't dump me in the first place for the silly little whore ( Read more... )

it's come to the point where i feel like i can't take feeling like this anymore, it's actually taking over my soul, or something ( Read more... )