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Total 180!!
Well, I have to say things have completely and totally changed for me! First off, I am totally over J at this point. In fact, since my last post, I now have a BOYFRIEND!!!!! *happydanceofsqueeingjoy* The weirdest part about it: he's actually J's best friend since middle school. I know it looks bad, but we had been hanging out, just the two of us, a ( Read more... ) -
Why do I bother?
Well, I'm back on talking terms with J, and things are a bit awkward for me. See, he's planning on moving in with the girlfriend, who I still insist he barely knows, very soon. He doesn't have a job for sure out there, nor does he know what school he's going to be going to. AND he's going to be sharing a room with her. C'mon man, just twist the ( Read more... ) -
Update
Well, this are going a bit better in my world. To be honest, I haven't talked to J since he met his gf for the first time in person (which was a month ago today (as in Monday today)) but I'm not quite so heartbroken right now. I'm not exactly over him yet, as I haven't found someone to move on with, but I'm not crying myself to sleep either. We'll ( Read more... ) -
I'm not that girl (repraise)
So I've calmed down since my last post. Mostly I don't want to drink myself into oblivion anymore. I still can't think about him without crying every other time (in between I'm angry and bitter) nor can I look at his profile picture on FB without tears streaming. So that means I'm taking a hiatus from facebooking for a while. And from him for that ( Read more... ) -
Well, I guess I didn't keep my promises too well...
It's really late, and I only just realized that I haven't updated any on my status with my boy--whom I shall still call J--so I'm just going to give a quick update. Well, we are really close friends now, and apparently--until I can figure out how to change things--that's all we'll be. He has issues with relationships, so he doesn't want to date. ( Read more... )