Total 180!!
Well, I have to say things have completely and totally changed for me! First off, I am totally over J at this point. In fact, since my last post, I now have a BOYFRIEND!!!!! *happydanceofsqueeingjoy* The weirdest part about it: he's actually J's best friend since middle school. I know it looks bad, but we had been hanging out, just the two of us, a couple of times, and we were talking all the time online. Then, one day he asked me what I would say if he were to ever ask me out. Once I said yes, we decided it was silly not to just go for it. This was actually my parents' anniversary when it all went down. So, now I've been kissed, I've been on a date, and I'm happier than I've been in a very long time. Next week will officially be a month, so I'm hoping we can go out on that day or maybe even make him dinner or something like that. Most of our "dates" are really just us hanging around each other's houses, but the time feels just as special as if he took me out for a night on the town. Though it always goes by way too fast. This week is going to be the most time we've spent apart since we started dating (we're not going to see eachother in person until next Monday) so that'll be hard to do. But none the less, I'm in 7th heaven right now with him!
In other news, we finally found the right treatment plan for my stomach pains, which turned out to be over-sensitive nerves, and I'm almost back to "normal". This means I've also been able to start driving lessons with the parents. I'm now comfortable going 35mph and am able to hit 50, though I have to be reminded to breath. If things keep going they way they have been, this may be my best summer yet!!!
Yours in bliss,
~C.B.~