I'm writing down my goals with a Papermate pen ( Read more... )

ps- I really really want to go out tonight. esp since I'm dressed for once. But no one is in the city. Maybe I'll go to metropolitan and act like i'm supposed to meet someone...and then just pretend that they stood me up. Maybe some really hot dyke will feel sorry for me and talk to me (fall in love with me). yeah that sounds good.

I put clothes on today for the first time since wednesday night. Then I ate ethiopian food for the first time since...ever. Then I had italian dessert but not at the ethiopian place because they are ethiopian not italian. But if they made that one cultural culinary exception by offering canolis, that would be awesome. And convenient...because next ( Read more... )

I realize that I'm not meant to live alone. It's not that I don't like being alone--in fact I love love love it. It's that unless I am in some way bound to my cleaning responsibilities by the consideration of fellow-apartment-dwellers, my sink will look as it does now. I am officially out of clean spoons, knives, and glasses. How did this happen ( Read more... )

Things I'm Thankful for:

Having the dorm all to myself for 4 days

Getting paid yesterday

A clean room

Mint hot cocoa my mom sent me in a care package

Having the dorm all to myself for 4 days

Having the dorm all to myself for 4 days

Having the dorm all to myself for 4 days

I'm taking a weekend off from life. Last night Michael was Mr. VIP at a club and I know he wants to tell me all about it....and I wanna hear all about it. But if I call him I know I'll let my lesbian ass be dragged out tonight. Can...not...let...happen ( Read more... )

I missed an extremely important class tonight, so now I'm listening to barbara streisand and drinking eggnog. This is bad news bears. Definitely not a time to be upset because mom sent me a box today FILLED with horrible horrible junk food, and I haven't had a chance to throw half of it out yet. ugghhh, I....can't...make...it...stop!

Jackie sent me a message today saying she's in the city. I'm freaking out and I have no idea why. I even told her that I was on Long Island till tuesday--I have no idea where that came from or why I said it. Maybe I just need a couple days to calm down and process my out of whack emotions.

I got off at 4pm yesterday and made plans to hang out with my new friend who works for nyu. He works in the building next to me from like 2-11 or something, and normally on fridays we'll just go to the reservoir while he's on the job, hang out for about an hour, and then split. But yesterday I actually went down to his "office" aka the bat cave, ( Read more... )

i miss my sisters :( but on a related note, i love split pea soup and i'm eating it like it's my job.