I had a dream that my
right hand could speak
and it told me it misses
her,
except there was no dream,
for I can't sleep,
and my hand didn't scream
but scratched across my stomache
"where are you, goddamnit?"

The saddest part of this whole semester will be not getting an A in guitar class. Probably. I mean I never go, but maybe if I offer my instructor a blow job (he'd totally accept) Dani will understand. maybe ( Read more... )

My eye is on fire. I don't know what animal crawled into my pupil and died, but it is unacceptable. Not only did I have to spend all day with one contact in because of it, but (with the good eye) I saw people looking at me funny. They either thought I'd been crying, I was stoned, or I caught some horrid monkey disease. It is red and gross and ( Read more... )

Refried beans might just be the tastiest food ever.

Today feels ominous. I had an unnerving, emotionally charged dream this morning, so I was crying as I scrambled eggs for breakfast. Then in the shower my mind was reeling trying to interpret it....then I got out and my OCD suitemate confronted me about this extremely petty matter (cleaned the bathroom two days later than supposed to), so I had a ( Read more... )

I was in an exceptionally good mood yesterday after work. I think a lot of it was that it was rain-ish...and I wore my rain boots. Well--my combat boots that my mom bought me that are trying to pull themselves off as rain boots. When she told me she was sending some to me I was excited because that meant I didn't have to shell out $50 to buy some ( Read more... )

Through the phone
I can see
His slightly chapped lips
Shape the words,
"I am coked out of my mind."

Before I can
Reply he makes
Me wait as he lights
Up his cig,
I know he didn't call to talk.

He called me
Even though
He knew I would be
Warm in bed
Reaching out to distant dreams

Where colors
Have voices,
Sounds glow through darkness,
Shadows of
White dance across ( Read more... )

what the fuck, mate?! It is so cold...merrrr. Something odd came over me last night and I actually went running in this weather. Aside from having to thaw out in front of the heater when I got back, it felt really good. I ran in the financial district, which I figured would have less traffic at 9pm. For the first time I actually saw the world trade ( Read more... )

I'm le tired. I worked all day, and going back to work makes me feel like school is starting tomorrow and I'm stressed. booooo

damn. there she goes..... i really can pick 'em can't I