I have to write quickly, because I have work in half an hour, so I need to leave in like 15. Well summer has not been going well. Partially because I'm so exhausted and have so much work all the time. I feel like I never have a break. So yesterday was my first day at work, which was cool. I enjoy legal aid. I have my own desk so thats awesome ( Read more... )

I think I like Ed Goin. And I knew I liked Ed Goin before... but I think I really like him now. Fuck that sucks so badly. I don't want to like him at all. However, I'm displaying my classic signs of liking him. For example, I would rather hang out with him than any of my girlfriends (my number one reason why I'm not a lesbian) and number two I ( Read more... )

Spring break is mad soon in like...I've got like 2 and a half weeks to get BANGIN. Probs not going to happen, but I need something to look forward too. Something to get hot for. Like I'm mad fat now, and I'm trying to end that. So I went on South Beach. I think it's gonna be pretty good. It's basically no carbs and no fruit, which isn't all ( Read more... )

Well. I know I haven't posted in awhile but it's about 1am on a Thursday night, and I've nothing better to do. I can feel myself slipping into depression. Things haven't been going my way and I'm getting very very tired. No not getting, I am very very tired. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of feeling like I'm not good enough, and I'm sick of working ( Read more... )

I need a definite get hot plan. haha. No but seriously. I legitimately need to go tanning 6 more times before formal.... as well as not eat. I started eating again, and that's so bad. I'm very upset with myself... and I took out money, which is also so bad, i need to pay for things with campus cash. I had 110 dollars to my name today... and I ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while. And i don't feel like explaining my present situation. Suffice it to say that I miss Sam alot, but it's over. Tommy is on it's way out. I'm getting sick of game playing, and if it's not game playing I'm getting sick of the stagnancy of our whatever it is. I am always on different pages than the person I'm hooking ( Read more... )

I'm so angry about the whole Sara/Tommy thing that I can't even sleep. I'm just livid and there is fucking nothing I can do about it. I just want to scream at her. God motherfucking damnt. WHY. Like what the fuck, it's so fucked up I've never even heard of anything so fucked up. Because it's not like I wanted him to be my boyfriend. I think ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a fucking while. And I think it's because I haven't been as outraged or pained as I feel right now. I'm just so angry. And I'm angry because the situation is irreversible. Tommy completely went off with Sara tonight, and I'm so livid and hurt. Like of course he's free to do whatever he wants, but with my sister, in front ( Read more... )

I guess the problem for me, is that I havent come to terms with me and Sam being over. I don't know how or when I will come to terms with that. But he's come to terms with it, which is why he's ok with everything. Which is why he's ok with hooking up with other girls, which is why he doesn't think of me. I have to get over him, and there's no ( Read more... )

Sam imed me... trying to talk to me or some bullshit. Not apologizing or anything just trying to talk to me. And I don't even know what to say. I want him out of my life. Out out out out out. I can't sleep at night because I'm afriad katies going to come home, and I don't want to see her, and I don't want to be near her, and it's horrible and ( Read more... )