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what's this LJ thing?
Haven't posted in a while. What's new?! I seem to start every post with that. Not much to really post about to be honest. I've been depressed, riding the good ol' gloomy train. whatever ( Read more... ) -
Debbie Downer
As I'm sure you all know by now, I didn't get in to University of Washington. To say I am devastated would be the understatement of the century. I feel like I am now floating aimlessly with out a plan or goal. I just can't shake the sadness from it. I have already started forming a new plan. I have a new M.O. and all that, but I just feel like I've ( Read more... ) -
bitte gibt mir nur ein wort
I've been missing Europe a lot the past few days. I want to move back.... or maybe it's just that I want to get the hell out of Santa Cruz! -
we are in a state of flux
everything in my life is up in the air. i feel like i am in some horrible state of suspended animation. i feel like i have no control over anything, and that nothing is known or safe. i hate it. i am trying very hard to not get depressed, but today has been very hard for whatever reason ( Read more... ) -
none really
well, it's been a really long time since posted on here. not too much going on. i just got over H1N1 AND laryngitis, so THAT was exciting! and by exciting i mean, fucking crap! i was laid out for over a week. it was terrible. somehow nate didn't get sick at all, so i kind of hate him for that ( Read more... ) -
year in review 2009!
i am doing a year in review quiz, in the middle of february, cos that's how i roll! i'm a procrastinator... what of it?! also, i am as sick as a dog, and doing this will make me feel like i accomplished something before i go back to sleep again for the day ( Read more... ) -
st. valentine
today has been mellow and lazy, just the way i like sundays! nate and are not really doing anything which has been our valentine's m.o. for the past few years. we go out on a night near valentine's and do something special, but we don't go out on the day. it saves us the headache of dealing with all those cheesey couples! we DO hang out together ( Read more... ) -
back from the dead
well lookie who bothered to show up for the party! a blog post?! gasp! how long has it been since i have posted one of these? 2? 3 months? quite a few things have happened since then... now let's see...
so in that time:- my grandfather died
- i turned 30
- i officially have stopped talking to my mother for good.
- adam (nate's childhood friend) killed himself
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i am now 30
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i don't even know what to say
so, a head's up for you all, my grandfather has taken a turn for the worst. i am flying to philly on thursday with the hopes that i can say goodbye to him before he goes. they don't think he'll make it to the end of the week. he's on so much morphine, i don't even know if he'll know i am there ( Read more... )