wo0t, im finally 15!!!! its my birthdayyyy. i didnt even realize it when i woke up, which was around 1:00.. i feel bad now tho cuz i told my mom to fuck off when she kept tryin to wake me up n when i went downstairs, i found a not that said happy birthday i love you from mom, and there was a huge plate of donuts and brownies, a huge bowl of ( Read more... )

yesterday i WOULD have UPDATED but my sister was being a BITCH ( Read more... )

i fucked up big time today...so big i think its illegal to put all of it...im not off the suspension btw. oh yea n i think im missing all city...
well, it includes smoking, drinking, and something 10 times worse...
bye

on the good side, i took peter shopping, i got him pants a shirt n a jacket, then we went to blockbuster...
but..i just purged..i cant cut...n i fucked things over with my bf....and my parents got into a fight with me..

omg, my party was sooo much fun, there was about 27 people there. it was the funnest time i have ever had. it made me feel like people do care ( Read more... )

i got suspended for a week...my dad is calling the school monday cuz its not fair, i didnt do nething..i wanna fuckin die...if i get kicked off track and band im gonna fuckin die, the school might as well just shoot me

i might be suspended ( Read more... )

i was so upset b4..i had such a good day but 4.. i dunno. i was all upset over alex, its been over a yr but i cant stop thinkin about him. other people dont understand, they lose friends but they never witnessed their friend die. it was my fault n i kno it, i coulda stopped him but i was to busy shootin up heroin with him..it shoulda been me dying ( Read more... )

my back is killin meee...lemme tell u the story ( Read more... )

i got cut from fuckin hurdles and put in sprints.
he told me it was cuz he didnt want me to fuck up my knee n he didnt want me in hurdles.i hate this, its fuckin bullshit, n i hate fuckin sprints