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[carebear13865]

i was so upset b4..i had such a good day but 4.. i dunno. i was all upset over alex, its been over a yr but i cant stop thinkin about him. other people dont understand, they lose friends but they never witnessed their friend die. it was my fault n i kno it, i coulda stopped him but i was to busy shootin up heroin with him..it shoulda been me dying. on my 16th bday im gettin a tattoo n its gonna be a cross with roses growin on it that says rip alex under it, either my 16th bday or whenever sooner. i miss him so much n i always will
RIP alex
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