u know, im fuckin sick of their bullshit ( Read more... )

grrr...my friends asked me 2 go hang with them by red dirt..bigg mistake..i feel like shit cuz i got high and im talkin completely wasted..im tryin to quit and its working, i was clean. god damn relapses.

im tired, but i cant sleep..i just threw up too, and i have like the worst state of mind right now..and i need some1 to talk to cuz i have things to get off my chest. i also ran away n got brought bak by some damn cop

grr, no one commentss, some1 comment, i dun care wut u say...lol, i kno SOME1 OUT THERE READS THIS..i jus dunno who..i dun care who u r, make me feel special, leave me a sweet lil comment

grr, im pissed. i cant do the talent show n my friends were jus talkin about it online. im not eligable cuz i have been in to much trouble n my grades r to low. i was supposed to do drums in smashmouth allstar, n me n tom were gonna do picture by kid rock and sheryl crow, i was gonna do acoustic guitar he was gonna do electric, no drums, both of ( Read more... )

saturday det. sucks, not that that was my first, lol. we start at 8 finish at 12, if u get caught with ur head down 2 times ur sent home at 11 with no credit, u can go to the br 2 times but if u go even a second over 5 min. u loose credit for bein there, n if they hear ur cd player(ur allowed to have it)they take it for an hour ( Read more... )

OMG..I DID THE 100m HURDLES!!!!!!!! i hit them a bit as i jumped but i did it..i stayed after while every1 was finishing, i was on the field jumping 1 hurdle with alvin and edgar helping, then i did it. then alvin had me do to, then i made them bigger for the 400m hurdles..and then i went on the track!! it was so much fun. then i sprinted a lap ( Read more... )

ggrr..i jus purged..great..every1 went to sleep, i ate french fries n chicken nuggets and had to go n fuckin throw up ( Read more... )

frustration..its a bitch. i had probs. wit hurdles today. i wasnt feeling well, i was in pain, and it wasnt workin 2day. karen tried everything but i jus like flipped so she said i was too stressed today, and when i got hurt on my hand, i ruptured an artery so it took alot outta me, n i should wait until tomorrow. well tomorrow ill go in confident ( Read more... )

growl..i got a tetnus shot and hepatitis shot 2day(im no longer an illegal student too, wo0t!!) n i had an evaluation, ehh, wasnt to bad, i get therapy startin in a week or two. im also purging like a mother fucker lately but i havent cut for a while ( Read more... )