In My Heart (5/?)
Title: In My Heart (5/?)
Pairing: Minho/Taemin
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG 15
Summary. Minho tried to understand Taemin but he was too complicated to understand.
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-Minho POV-
My hair was shorter and neater than before. Due to the fact I didn’t dye my hair frequently, most of the dye has fade off. Key only needed to cut the ends of my hair. I don’t know why but my hair reminds me of my past. It looked like the time where I still have my cute Taemin at my side…
“Thanks a lot, Key hyung.” I muttered with a satisfied grin on my face. He bends over to level his head with mine.
“Does he look a lot like Taemin?” Not really look alike, more to the extent that they looked the same. I still nodded my head.
“Well, I hope to see him someday with my own eyes.” He patted on my back before keeping away his items. You will be able to Key hyung… You would sure get the shock of your life…
I drove to the same place earlier than before, more for the fact I couldn’t wait to show him my new haircut and get his hair cut. I know Heechul hyung would kill me if I did that, but I’m selfish. Selfish for the fact I don’t want to share Taemin… I know he’s not my Taeminnie, but he looked like him… His long beautiful hair would only attract people prey on him. It would only make me think that people are preying on my Taeminnie. The truth is, people are preying on Shin Taemin …
I arrived at Sapphire Bar an hour early, they were only a few people in the bar.
“You’re early and nice hair cut Minho.” I smiled at Heechul.
“Where’s Taemin?” Heechul pointed to the backstage, which means he’s in the dressing room. I ran off not caring what Heechul wanted to say next. I pushed the door open and quickly shut it behind me. I look around the dressing room, he was there topless. His back was facing me, his skin was creamy white… It looked so delicious…. Wait… He was half-naked. I quickly turned around, trying to hide my embarrassment.
“Sorry, I didn’t know you were changing.” I place my hand on the door knob, trying my best to open the door but it no avail. Damnit, why can’t I open this damn door? I felt his body pressing from behind, he was breathing next to my ear. He pushed the handle down and pushed open the door slightly open.
“I’m done changing, do you still want to go out?” Does he have to use such a soft voice?
“Ah.. No.” He shut the door before walking away from me. He leaned on the table, staring at me.
“You really went to cut your hair.” I nodded with confidence. He looked down, his fringe covering his eyes and his lips curled.
“This is the Choi Minho I know.” He said it almost inaudible but I could hear it.
“So when are you going to cut yours?” He smirked and took the scissors beside him. He took a few strand of his hair and snapped it off.
“There, I cut my hair.” I felt kind of cheated.
“Are you trying to go back your words, Shin Taemin?” He sniggered.
“I only agreed to cut my hair, but I didn’t say how much of it. So I’m not going back my words at all.” I don’t like his wits sometimes; he’s being too smart for his own good.
“Wow, I’m glad you keep your promise.” I said sarcastically.
“Minho, don’t you know that one of the reason that customer keep coming back is because of my hair? If I don’t look like a girl anymore, do you think business would be good?” Talking about looking like a girl, I looked at his attire again, still the same old torn pants and oversize shirt. Such a cold weather you are still wearing like that.
Is that a scar? I managed to see scar hiding within those holes. I pushed Taemin down on the chair before kneeling in front of hin.
“What are you doing?” I pushed the fabric away to inspect the scar. Just like how it was on Taemin’s thighs…
“How did you get these?” I caress slowly on those scar, why… Why do you have the same kind of scar like Taemin has? Why didn’t I notice it before?
“You don’t have to know.” He tried to cover it up from me.
“Does it… still hurt?” I looked into his eyes, he just turned away to shook his head.
“Why didn’t I see it before?” He searched around the cosmetic set and took out a special powder.
“Heechul hyung give me this to cover it up.” I examined the powder, a little like normal powder… It works like wonder. But why… Why do you have scars like Taemin? He slowly turned back to look at me…
“Does Taemin have the same scar like mine?” I caress his scar and nodded slowly. Maybe the reason for having the scar would be different, but the way they managed with pain was the same.
“Are you the one who cause it?” Even though I wasn’t the one who took the knife and stab his thighs… But I’m the cause of the whole thing. If… If I had better protected Taemin, maybe he won’t even have to go through such things…
“Yes.” His expression changed almost immediately, why does he look so angry?
“It’s an accident. No one expected something like this to happen. How would you know Taemin would be kidnapped?” Yes, I know I can say it’s an accident to console myself. But if I had followed him around all the times, this won’t happen. They won’t have a chance to take him away from me forever… They won’t be able to inflict him with those pains.
“But if I have paid more attention to him…” he cut off my sentence.
“But it was he who insisted to practice his dance during such a late hours. It’s not your fault, Minho. You don’t have to blame yourself.” He squeezed my arms lightly. I should have kept him accompanied, knowing that it’s late… But, how do you know what happened to Taemin? Why did you know Taemin went out to practice his dance?
“How did you know he went out to practice his dance?” He seemed shocked by my question. He took his hands away.
“It… It is…. It is Jonghyun hyung who told me.” Jonghyun, do you have to be such a big mouth and tell him? Even though they looked the same, having the same name… It doesn’t mean he needs to have his memories. There was another thing I couldn’t get it, why does he call other people hyung but not me?
“Taemin, why do you call me only by my name?” His lips curled before looking straight into my eyes.
“I don’t want to call you by what Taemin always calls you.” He stood up and left the room without turning back… Shin Taemin, why are you sometime so hard to understand? I can never know what’s going on in your mind.
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Okay I know it may seems a little confusing here...
but the meaning, WHY the hell does SHIN Taemin knows so much?
you will know soon... just that this SHIN taemin has the same kind of scar.
and everytime he wears those skinny with holes, he would use it to cover it up.
another note!
Title: I Need Your Love
Pairing: Taemin/Minho
Rating: NC-17
Length: 2198
Prompt used: "Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it." -Swedish Proverb
Disclaimer: Minho is not bottom in real life. Okay, maybe he is but Idk And I do not own anyone even though I wish I could.
Summary: Minho is at the verge of giving up but he was there to show him love.
“Don’t worry. I’m here with you now, hyung.” His caring tone made Minho cries in his arms.
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Pairing: Minho/Taemin
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG 15
Summary. Minho tried to understand Taemin but he was too complicated to understand.
In My Room | Previous Chapter | Next Chapter
-Minho POV-
My hair was shorter and neater than before. Due to the fact I didn’t dye my hair frequently, most of the dye has fade off. Key only needed to cut the ends of my hair. I don’t know why but my hair reminds me of my past. It looked like the time where I still have my cute Taemin at my side…
“Thanks a lot, Key hyung.” I muttered with a satisfied grin on my face. He bends over to level his head with mine.
“Does he look a lot like Taemin?” Not really look alike, more to the extent that they looked the same. I still nodded my head.
“Well, I hope to see him someday with my own eyes.” He patted on my back before keeping away his items. You will be able to Key hyung… You would sure get the shock of your life…
I drove to the same place earlier than before, more for the fact I couldn’t wait to show him my new haircut and get his hair cut. I know Heechul hyung would kill me if I did that, but I’m selfish. Selfish for the fact I don’t want to share Taemin… I know he’s not my Taeminnie, but he looked like him… His long beautiful hair would only attract people prey on him. It would only make me think that people are preying on my Taeminnie. The truth is, people are preying on Shin Taemin …
I arrived at Sapphire Bar an hour early, they were only a few people in the bar.
“You’re early and nice hair cut Minho.” I smiled at Heechul.
“Where’s Taemin?” Heechul pointed to the backstage, which means he’s in the dressing room. I ran off not caring what Heechul wanted to say next. I pushed the door open and quickly shut it behind me. I look around the dressing room, he was there topless. His back was facing me, his skin was creamy white… It looked so delicious…. Wait… He was half-naked. I quickly turned around, trying to hide my embarrassment.
“Sorry, I didn’t know you were changing.” I place my hand on the door knob, trying my best to open the door but it no avail. Damnit, why can’t I open this damn door? I felt his body pressing from behind, he was breathing next to my ear. He pushed the handle down and pushed open the door slightly open.
“I’m done changing, do you still want to go out?” Does he have to use such a soft voice?
“Ah.. No.” He shut the door before walking away from me. He leaned on the table, staring at me.
“You really went to cut your hair.” I nodded with confidence. He looked down, his fringe covering his eyes and his lips curled.
“This is the Choi Minho I know.” He said it almost inaudible but I could hear it.
“So when are you going to cut yours?” He smirked and took the scissors beside him. He took a few strand of his hair and snapped it off.
“There, I cut my hair.” I felt kind of cheated.
“Are you trying to go back your words, Shin Taemin?” He sniggered.
“I only agreed to cut my hair, but I didn’t say how much of it. So I’m not going back my words at all.” I don’t like his wits sometimes; he’s being too smart for his own good.
“Wow, I’m glad you keep your promise.” I said sarcastically.
“Minho, don’t you know that one of the reason that customer keep coming back is because of my hair? If I don’t look like a girl anymore, do you think business would be good?” Talking about looking like a girl, I looked at his attire again, still the same old torn pants and oversize shirt. Such a cold weather you are still wearing like that.
Is that a scar? I managed to see scar hiding within those holes. I pushed Taemin down on the chair before kneeling in front of hin.
“What are you doing?” I pushed the fabric away to inspect the scar. Just like how it was on Taemin’s thighs…
“How did you get these?” I caress slowly on those scar, why… Why do you have the same kind of scar like Taemin has? Why didn’t I notice it before?
“You don’t have to know.” He tried to cover it up from me.
“Does it… still hurt?” I looked into his eyes, he just turned away to shook his head.
“Why didn’t I see it before?” He searched around the cosmetic set and took out a special powder.
“Heechul hyung give me this to cover it up.” I examined the powder, a little like normal powder… It works like wonder. But why… Why do you have scars like Taemin? He slowly turned back to look at me…
“Does Taemin have the same scar like mine?” I caress his scar and nodded slowly. Maybe the reason for having the scar would be different, but the way they managed with pain was the same.
“Are you the one who cause it?” Even though I wasn’t the one who took the knife and stab his thighs… But I’m the cause of the whole thing. If… If I had better protected Taemin, maybe he won’t even have to go through such things…
“Yes.” His expression changed almost immediately, why does he look so angry?
“It’s an accident. No one expected something like this to happen. How would you know Taemin would be kidnapped?” Yes, I know I can say it’s an accident to console myself. But if I had followed him around all the times, this won’t happen. They won’t have a chance to take him away from me forever… They won’t be able to inflict him with those pains.
“But if I have paid more attention to him…” he cut off my sentence.
“But it was he who insisted to practice his dance during such a late hours. It’s not your fault, Minho. You don’t have to blame yourself.” He squeezed my arms lightly. I should have kept him accompanied, knowing that it’s late… But, how do you know what happened to Taemin? Why did you know Taemin went out to practice his dance?
“How did you know he went out to practice his dance?” He seemed shocked by my question. He took his hands away.
“It… It is…. It is Jonghyun hyung who told me.” Jonghyun, do you have to be such a big mouth and tell him? Even though they looked the same, having the same name… It doesn’t mean he needs to have his memories. There was another thing I couldn’t get it, why does he call other people hyung but not me?
“Taemin, why do you call me only by my name?” His lips curled before looking straight into my eyes.
“I don’t want to call you by what Taemin always calls you.” He stood up and left the room without turning back… Shin Taemin, why are you sometime so hard to understand? I can never know what’s going on in your mind.
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Okay I know it may seems a little confusing here...
but the meaning, WHY the hell does SHIN Taemin knows so much?
you will know soon... just that this SHIN taemin has the same kind of scar.
and everytime he wears those skinny with holes, he would use it to cover it up.
another note!
Title: I Need Your Love
Pairing: Taemin/Minho
Rating: NC-17
Length: 2198
Prompt used: "Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it." -Swedish Proverb
Disclaimer: Minho is not bottom in real life. Okay, maybe he is but Idk And I do not own anyone even though I wish I could.
Summary: Minho is at the verge of giving up but he was there to show him love.
“Don’t worry. I’m here with you now, hyung.” His caring tone made Minho cries in his arms.
PLEASE VOTE FOR ME TOO @ shawol_haven challenge 07
kekeke