또 다시 사랑해 주겠니 (2/8)
Title: 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니 (2/8)
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Romance
Summary: Key didn't believe anyone and was always cold to people around him. One day, a man changed him and changed his life, his name was Kim Jonghyun.
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Jonghyun cheered the moment lunch hour arrived. His tummy was protesting an hour ago. He quickly jumped up from his seat and peeked over to the workaholic friend. He was still busy with work on his computer which caused him to frown slightly. The two ladies who were eyeing at Jonghyun right from the start approached the dino boy.
“Jonghyun-shi, do you want to have lunch with us?” The two ladies asked Jonghyun to join them. Key sniggled, he agreed that Jonghyun’s looks was above average. Well, certainly the type of bad boy look those ladies go crazy for. It was the kind of looks that should be popular with ladies. Jonghyun scratched his head.
“Sorry ladies, I want to eat with my roommate.” Jonghyun apologized politely not like Key who rejected them rudely the first day at work. Those ladies sighed in disappointment but somehow this picked up their curiosity who was their new colleague’s roommate.
Was he talking about me?
“Who is your roommate? Maybe he can join us?” Key was praying that Jonghyun doesn’t tell them his name. He would strangle him if he does. From the corner of his eyes, he knows Jonghyun was looking at his angle. He just knew it. His finger quicken as he prayed silently that the older male doesn’t call his name.
Don’t call me. Don’t call me.
“Key, do you want to eat lunch with them?” Key was so going to kill him when they get back home.
Fuck!
He sighed as he saw the shocking face on the ladies. Key slapped his forehead for forgetting the fact that Jonghyun was a blockhead and he didn’t tell him beforehand to pretend not to know him. He can only blame himself for not asking Jonghyun to keep their relationship in secret. Jessica was showing that unbelieving face that Jonghyun and Key knew each other.
“I haven’t finished my work, it’s alright Jonghyun. Go and have lunch with them.” Kibum lied he had already finished all the work he has on hand and he was helping other department. He tried to make his voice sounded calm and not angry when he was seriously pissed off at Jonghyun
“Alright then.” Jonghyun then followed the ladies to the workers’ canteen. Jonghyun felt strange, how would someone hardworking couldn’t finish his work? He has been taking short five minute break time to time, to see Key concentrated on his computer for hours with that dorky spectacle.
“Jonghyun, actually Key doesn’t have lunch at all. Either he skips it or he would eat a simple sandwich.” Yoona explained, Jonghyun then realized. That explain why he was skinnier than other man at his age. His body shape may be even slimmer than some girls.
“That explain why I saw him taking gastric pills.” Jessica added. It then dawn on Jonghyun.
- = -
After having everyone to leave for lunch, he then chilled down and smiled to himself. Finally he can have sometime alone to himself. With Jonghyun at home, he can’t have such time alone from now. He sat back and enjoyed the silence. It was music to his ears, he placed his spectacle down on the table. Soon sleepiness got on him.
He felt someone massaging his stiff shoulder, it was even more relaxing. He couldn’t help but to moan in pleasure. It’s been a long time since someone massaged his shoulder for him.
“Ahhh… Right there. A little harder.” he commented. He only jumped up from his seat a few second later after realizing someone there other than him. He wasn’t alone anymore.
“What are you doing?” He almost screamed at Jonghyun who was also taken by surprised by Kibum’s overreaction. Key was enjoying it before he screamed like this to him.
“Massaging your shoulder blade? You were enjoying it weren’t you?” Key blushed slightly for his action before then sat back down in his seat.
“Anyway, I brought you lunch!” Jonghyun placed a packed lunch box on his table. Key then realized why Jonghyun came back and not having lunch with the so called beauties in his office. This didn’t earn a smile from Key, the lunch box was oily at the bottom, making his desk oily. Key almost snapped at Jonghyun.
“I didn’t ask you to buy for me.” Jonghyun showed his idiotic smile again, Key quickly took the lunch box away from his table.
What for being so kind to me?
“I know. I brought it especially for you!” Jonghyun said in a way it did made Key felt different. Somehow different from Jinki. Whenever Jinki brought lunch for him, he won’t feel this way. It somehow changed when it was Jonghyun who was doing it. He shook his head mentally, he was just thinking too much again.
“Idiot.” Key muttered. But before Key could even take move out from his seat, he felt a sharp pain on his stomach. His gastric pain was acting up again. He placed the lunch box down again.
“Fuck.” Kibum quickly sat down and fumbled around his bag for the medicine. Jonghyun was shocked at Key’s sudden discomfort. He then realized Key’s gastric pain was acting up. Jonghyun didn’t stay around to help Key search for his medicine, he ran to the lounge.
Key finally found his medicine, he quickly get his pills and popped it in his mouth. He took the bottle of coke from the table and wanted to drink it. A strong hand stopped him.
“Are you trying to kill yourself or are you crazy?” It was Jinki. He gave Key a cup of warm water that was conveniently on his hand. Jonghyun who came back with a cup of warm water found himself a little late. He then awkwardly drank it up. Luckily Kibum didn’t notice that he went to grab some water for him.
“Thanks Jinki hyung.” Jinki then showed his hundred watt smile. Jonghyun sighed in relief after knowing he was fine from the look on the younger male’s face.
“By the way what are you doing here?” Jinki froze. It was question that Jinki wished not to reply. He moment of silence before he started saying.
“Well, I happen to drop by today when I was on my way to the canteen.” It was obviously a lie but Jonghyun believed him.
“I didn’t know you have to pass here to go to the staff canteen.” Jinki scratched his head as his little lie was out. Kibum doesn’t believe such coincidence would happen like that.
“Well… You know. The elevator happened to stop at this floor, I happen to have this cup of water with me. I happen to want to see you. It is all coincidence.” Jinki said as a matter-of-fact tone. It really left Kibum speechless. The way he continued lying, making it all sound like a coincidence.
“Coincidence, eh?!” Key raised his eyebrow slightly.
As if I would buy this story.
Avoiding glances, reason that doesn’t make sense not matter how Key interpret. Only conclusion was, he did it on purpose. On the other hand, Jonghyun believed Jinki. Believed such coincidence could build up like that.
“Well, look at the time, I should go now.” Jinki didn’t wait for Key to expose his lies even more and ran off. Jonghyun stared blankly at the both of them.
- = -
Key sighed as he looked up in at the sky. It was raining and lighting strike across the dark sky. When will he be able to get home without getting wet? If only he had brought his umbrella with him.
“Key? Do you want to go home together?” Jonghyun asked timidly, still remembered how frustrated Kibum looked as he cleaned off the oily stain on his table.
“You drove here?” Key walked towards him, not believing that Jonghyun could actually drive.
“Yeah, I did-” Jonghyun was cut off by Key suddenly with his sudden change of attitude.
“Let’s go.” Key grabbed his hand. Key just doesn’t like to stay outside during raining days. He hated raining days due to his past. A past that he doesn’t want to be reminded again and again.
With a car, Key got home without having to be drench wet, to him was good news. It means he doesn’t have to risk of being sick and taking leave. He is a workaholic. He won’t feel well if he doesn’t work. Somehow Key went to the kitchen and started cooking. Jonghyun peeked from the entrance of the kitchen. Jonghyun wondered if Key had cooked his share.
“Go out and prepare for dinner.” The puppy then beamed in joy. Actually Key could jolly well ignore and starve the cute puppy and only cooked his own share but somehow, he doesn’t know why he just felt like cooking for Jonghyun too. Maybe he was thinking too much recently.
Like yesterday, he would be blabbering on and on but this time the topic was on office. About his first day at work but something changed a little. He was a bit less annoying than yesterday. Just a bit less annoying. That’s what he believed.
After eating, he would be the one clearing up the table, washing the dishes. The puppy Jjong would then sit right in front of the television watching his favorite drama and glued on the sofa for the rest of the night. Key would then warn him about the volume again before going to sleep.
- = -
Key started a coughing fit in the middle of the night again. It wasn’t the first time he woke up coughing. He got down his bed slowly, looking at the clock.
3am in the morning, great.
He then walked into the kitchen taking quick look at the condition of the living room. To his surprised it was clean. Maybe he was wrong about Jonghyun being untidy. Just a small overlook that night.
He poured himself a cup of warm water, drinking bit by bit to ease his dry throat. He heard feet shuffling noises, if it was in the past, he would mistake it as some thief but now it can only be his roommate.
“Why are you so early?” Jonghyun messed up his own hair with one of his hands and another carrying a soft toy puppy which to Key look exactly like him. Someone who looked about the same age still sleeping with soft toys, he chuckled slightly. He also learnt another fact about Jonghyun, he was a light sleeper.
“What? You have problem with my outfit?” Jonghyun retorted and pat his puppy that was on his hand. His actions were cute in Kibum’s eyes. How can an adult male be so cute at this age?
“No, I have nothing against puppy.” Kibum replied. Suddenly the lighting strike and the thunder roar almost immediately after. Key dropped his cup as the thunder roared. He froze.
“What’s wrong Key?” Jonghyun was worried, Kibum just suddenly dropped his cup. Memories were flashing back in his mind. Memories of her death.
He was standing in the rain, despair as he doesn’t know what he should do. He felt lost and alone.
He then saw hoped standing across the street. It was his grandma holding an umbrella. He then felt everything was getting better. At least he still has his grandma who loves him.
His grandma ran across the street to him. Finally he can feel some warm after so many cold nights. The lighting strike and thunder roared. A sport car hit her and sent her flying up.
“No… It wasn’t happening,” he wished.
His whole body shook in fear.
No…
The whole feeling from that day was coming back. No matter how hard he tried to lock up these feelings, it would come out eventually when the lighting strike. Jonghyun didn’t know what to do but to pull Key in his arms. He patted his head, hugging him tightly in his arms hoping that would ease those fears.
“Don’t worry. I’m here.” He said so calmly which calm his agitated heart a little.
“Don’t leave me.” Kibum cried.
- = -
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Like what I promise, I updated! XDD
Well, I will update after I cross posted the chapter to two community :D
So it's about three day update once.
So if I didn't fail my calculation...
October 12 should be the last chapter ^^
Thanks for the comment XDDD
I'm already very happy! I kinda change away from my normal angst stories to fluff.
I agree I don't have a huge range of vocabulary and my english is not that good.
I will try my best to make it at least understandable XDDD
Actually I made a trailer but I think it doesn't really fit the fanfic...
Do comment :)
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Romance
Summary: Key didn't believe anyone and was always cold to people around him. One day, a man changed him and changed his life, his name was Kim Jonghyun.
(Previous Chapter) | (Next Chapter)
Jonghyun cheered the moment lunch hour arrived. His tummy was protesting an hour ago. He quickly jumped up from his seat and peeked over to the workaholic friend. He was still busy with work on his computer which caused him to frown slightly. The two ladies who were eyeing at Jonghyun right from the start approached the dino boy.
“Jonghyun-shi, do you want to have lunch with us?” The two ladies asked Jonghyun to join them. Key sniggled, he agreed that Jonghyun’s looks was above average. Well, certainly the type of bad boy look those ladies go crazy for. It was the kind of looks that should be popular with ladies. Jonghyun scratched his head.
“Sorry ladies, I want to eat with my roommate.” Jonghyun apologized politely not like Key who rejected them rudely the first day at work. Those ladies sighed in disappointment but somehow this picked up their curiosity who was their new colleague’s roommate.
Was he talking about me?
“Who is your roommate? Maybe he can join us?” Key was praying that Jonghyun doesn’t tell them his name. He would strangle him if he does. From the corner of his eyes, he knows Jonghyun was looking at his angle. He just knew it. His finger quicken as he prayed silently that the older male doesn’t call his name.
Don’t call me. Don’t call me.
“Key, do you want to eat lunch with them?” Key was so going to kill him when they get back home.
Fuck!
He sighed as he saw the shocking face on the ladies. Key slapped his forehead for forgetting the fact that Jonghyun was a blockhead and he didn’t tell him beforehand to pretend not to know him. He can only blame himself for not asking Jonghyun to keep their relationship in secret. Jessica was showing that unbelieving face that Jonghyun and Key knew each other.
“I haven’t finished my work, it’s alright Jonghyun. Go and have lunch with them.” Kibum lied he had already finished all the work he has on hand and he was helping other department. He tried to make his voice sounded calm and not angry when he was seriously pissed off at Jonghyun
“Alright then.” Jonghyun then followed the ladies to the workers’ canteen. Jonghyun felt strange, how would someone hardworking couldn’t finish his work? He has been taking short five minute break time to time, to see Key concentrated on his computer for hours with that dorky spectacle.
“Jonghyun, actually Key doesn’t have lunch at all. Either he skips it or he would eat a simple sandwich.” Yoona explained, Jonghyun then realized. That explain why he was skinnier than other man at his age. His body shape may be even slimmer than some girls.
“That explain why I saw him taking gastric pills.” Jessica added. It then dawn on Jonghyun.
- = -
After having everyone to leave for lunch, he then chilled down and smiled to himself. Finally he can have sometime alone to himself. With Jonghyun at home, he can’t have such time alone from now. He sat back and enjoyed the silence. It was music to his ears, he placed his spectacle down on the table. Soon sleepiness got on him.
He felt someone massaging his stiff shoulder, it was even more relaxing. He couldn’t help but to moan in pleasure. It’s been a long time since someone massaged his shoulder for him.
“Ahhh… Right there. A little harder.” he commented. He only jumped up from his seat a few second later after realizing someone there other than him. He wasn’t alone anymore.
“What are you doing?” He almost screamed at Jonghyun who was also taken by surprised by Kibum’s overreaction. Key was enjoying it before he screamed like this to him.
“Massaging your shoulder blade? You were enjoying it weren’t you?” Key blushed slightly for his action before then sat back down in his seat.
“Anyway, I brought you lunch!” Jonghyun placed a packed lunch box on his table. Key then realized why Jonghyun came back and not having lunch with the so called beauties in his office. This didn’t earn a smile from Key, the lunch box was oily at the bottom, making his desk oily. Key almost snapped at Jonghyun.
“I didn’t ask you to buy for me.” Jonghyun showed his idiotic smile again, Key quickly took the lunch box away from his table.
What for being so kind to me?
“I know. I brought it especially for you!” Jonghyun said in a way it did made Key felt different. Somehow different from Jinki. Whenever Jinki brought lunch for him, he won’t feel this way. It somehow changed when it was Jonghyun who was doing it. He shook his head mentally, he was just thinking too much again.
“Idiot.” Key muttered. But before Key could even take move out from his seat, he felt a sharp pain on his stomach. His gastric pain was acting up again. He placed the lunch box down again.
“Fuck.” Kibum quickly sat down and fumbled around his bag for the medicine. Jonghyun was shocked at Key’s sudden discomfort. He then realized Key’s gastric pain was acting up. Jonghyun didn’t stay around to help Key search for his medicine, he ran to the lounge.
Key finally found his medicine, he quickly get his pills and popped it in his mouth. He took the bottle of coke from the table and wanted to drink it. A strong hand stopped him.
“Are you trying to kill yourself or are you crazy?” It was Jinki. He gave Key a cup of warm water that was conveniently on his hand. Jonghyun who came back with a cup of warm water found himself a little late. He then awkwardly drank it up. Luckily Kibum didn’t notice that he went to grab some water for him.
“Thanks Jinki hyung.” Jinki then showed his hundred watt smile. Jonghyun sighed in relief after knowing he was fine from the look on the younger male’s face.
“By the way what are you doing here?” Jinki froze. It was question that Jinki wished not to reply. He moment of silence before he started saying.
“Well, I happen to drop by today when I was on my way to the canteen.” It was obviously a lie but Jonghyun believed him.
“I didn’t know you have to pass here to go to the staff canteen.” Jinki scratched his head as his little lie was out. Kibum doesn’t believe such coincidence would happen like that.
“Well… You know. The elevator happened to stop at this floor, I happen to have this cup of water with me. I happen to want to see you. It is all coincidence.” Jinki said as a matter-of-fact tone. It really left Kibum speechless. The way he continued lying, making it all sound like a coincidence.
“Coincidence, eh?!” Key raised his eyebrow slightly.
As if I would buy this story.
Avoiding glances, reason that doesn’t make sense not matter how Key interpret. Only conclusion was, he did it on purpose. On the other hand, Jonghyun believed Jinki. Believed such coincidence could build up like that.
“Well, look at the time, I should go now.” Jinki didn’t wait for Key to expose his lies even more and ran off. Jonghyun stared blankly at the both of them.
- = -
Key sighed as he looked up in at the sky. It was raining and lighting strike across the dark sky. When will he be able to get home without getting wet? If only he had brought his umbrella with him.
“Key? Do you want to go home together?” Jonghyun asked timidly, still remembered how frustrated Kibum looked as he cleaned off the oily stain on his table.
“You drove here?” Key walked towards him, not believing that Jonghyun could actually drive.
“Yeah, I did-” Jonghyun was cut off by Key suddenly with his sudden change of attitude.
“Let’s go.” Key grabbed his hand. Key just doesn’t like to stay outside during raining days. He hated raining days due to his past. A past that he doesn’t want to be reminded again and again.
With a car, Key got home without having to be drench wet, to him was good news. It means he doesn’t have to risk of being sick and taking leave. He is a workaholic. He won’t feel well if he doesn’t work. Somehow Key went to the kitchen and started cooking. Jonghyun peeked from the entrance of the kitchen. Jonghyun wondered if Key had cooked his share.
“Go out and prepare for dinner.” The puppy then beamed in joy. Actually Key could jolly well ignore and starve the cute puppy and only cooked his own share but somehow, he doesn’t know why he just felt like cooking for Jonghyun too. Maybe he was thinking too much recently.
Like yesterday, he would be blabbering on and on but this time the topic was on office. About his first day at work but something changed a little. He was a bit less annoying than yesterday. Just a bit less annoying. That’s what he believed.
After eating, he would be the one clearing up the table, washing the dishes. The puppy Jjong would then sit right in front of the television watching his favorite drama and glued on the sofa for the rest of the night. Key would then warn him about the volume again before going to sleep.
- = -
Key started a coughing fit in the middle of the night again. It wasn’t the first time he woke up coughing. He got down his bed slowly, looking at the clock.
3am in the morning, great.
He then walked into the kitchen taking quick look at the condition of the living room. To his surprised it was clean. Maybe he was wrong about Jonghyun being untidy. Just a small overlook that night.
He poured himself a cup of warm water, drinking bit by bit to ease his dry throat. He heard feet shuffling noises, if it was in the past, he would mistake it as some thief but now it can only be his roommate.
“Why are you so early?” Jonghyun messed up his own hair with one of his hands and another carrying a soft toy puppy which to Key look exactly like him. Someone who looked about the same age still sleeping with soft toys, he chuckled slightly. He also learnt another fact about Jonghyun, he was a light sleeper.
“What? You have problem with my outfit?” Jonghyun retorted and pat his puppy that was on his hand. His actions were cute in Kibum’s eyes. How can an adult male be so cute at this age?
“No, I have nothing against puppy.” Kibum replied. Suddenly the lighting strike and the thunder roar almost immediately after. Key dropped his cup as the thunder roared. He froze.
“What’s wrong Key?” Jonghyun was worried, Kibum just suddenly dropped his cup. Memories were flashing back in his mind. Memories of her death.
He was standing in the rain, despair as he doesn’t know what he should do. He felt lost and alone.
He then saw hoped standing across the street. It was his grandma holding an umbrella. He then felt everything was getting better. At least he still has his grandma who loves him.
His grandma ran across the street to him. Finally he can feel some warm after so many cold nights. The lighting strike and thunder roared. A sport car hit her and sent her flying up.
“No… It wasn’t happening,” he wished.
His whole body shook in fear.
No…
The whole feeling from that day was coming back. No matter how hard he tried to lock up these feelings, it would come out eventually when the lighting strike. Jonghyun didn’t know what to do but to pull Key in his arms. He patted his head, hugging him tightly in his arms hoping that would ease those fears.
“Don’t worry. I’m here.” He said so calmly which calm his agitated heart a little.
“Don’t leave me.” Kibum cried.
- = -
(Previous Chapter) | (Next Chapter)
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8
Like what I promise, I updated! XDD
Well, I will update after I cross posted the chapter to two community :D
So it's about three day update once.
So if I didn't fail my calculation...
October 12 should be the last chapter ^^
Thanks for the comment XDDD
I'm already very happy! I kinda change away from my normal angst stories to fluff.
I agree I don't have a huge range of vocabulary and my english is not that good.
I will try my best to make it at least understandable XDDD
Actually I made a trailer but I think it doesn't really fit the fanfic...
Do comment :)