so yeah, i never knew that going to a rock show could be so fun.

i went to a rock show last night with a couple of my friends, sam and colt.  we heard silverline, the kick, me without you, and blindside.  i would have to say that a good time was had by all.  we got rained on because the weather was crappy and it was in the rea parking lot, but ( Read more... )

the whole concept of dating is similarly screwed up.  most people these days meet the people that they date at a party or at the bars.  let's just examine this a little more closely, shall we?

when a girl gets dressed to go to a bar, she really goes all out.  she knows that she has to look good if she wants any guy to pay any attention to her.  she ( Read more... )

"i'm not a perfect person/there's many things i wish i didn't do."

these words echo through the caverns of my mind each and every day.  i see people around me as so pure and innocent compared to me.  the things that i've done in my past are dark stains on my soul.  my heart is constantly screaming in agony, but no one listens.  they ignore it, ( Read more... )

Matt is a very selfish person.  It was always about him and what he wanted.  I went out of my way to please him and make him happy.  I let him into my life, my heart, my body.  I let him into who I am.  He left me as much of a wreck as his room usually is.  He should really win an award for the performance that he gave throughout our relationship ( Read more... )

could someone please explain to me why, even though i got more than 6 hours of sleep last night and the night before, i'm still tired?  it makes no sense.  the only thing that i can think of is that this new medicine that the doctor put me on makes it so i need more sleep, which is going to be interesting.  sleep and i don't always get along so ( Read more... )

i think i have finally figured out why monet is one of my favorite painters.  and it's going to sound silly, but it's true.

monet paints life the way i look at it:  a little fuzzy around the edges.  it's almost like looking at the world through rose-colored glasses, but without the ideology.  (and i know i probably spelled that wrong)  without the ( Read more... )

do you ever have days where you think that no matter what you do or say, you're going to fuck it up?  yeah, i've been having a couple of those lately.  it just seems like everything that i do, everyone that i come in contact with, everything that matters to me just gets fubar'd hardcore no matter what i do.  whether i'm actually doing good or bad, ( Read more... )

i think that one of the worst things in the world is to let yourself get bogged down by everything around  you.  and unfortunately, i let that happen to me entirely too often.  i worry about money and how i'm going to pay my bills, often even how i'm going to buy food, i worry about my relationship and how that is going, how i am treating him, how ( Read more... )

i've decided that working for target is pretty much the equivalent of working for satan.  everything that can go wrong at that store does.  and the worst of it all is the fucking backstabbing that goes on constantly.  people talk about each other behind their backs all the time, and i really hate that.  that is one of my biggest pet peeves when ( Read more... )

i've decided that dale is one of the most not smart people that i've ever met.  i swear to God that guy has about half a brain.  steve and i had to redo so much stuff that he did this week because he did it wrong, he grabbed the wrong dividers for the shelves that we were using, then didn't put them up before he started restocking the shelves.  and ( Read more... )