have you ever overheard a conversation, not intentionally, but when those key words stick out and you notice it deals with you, you begin to force yourself to keep listening to the conversation. Maybe by sitting down next to them or drop your pencil on purpose to hear alittle bit more. This weekend at the group meeting i noticed alot of topics ( Read more... )

So in my own little world, trying hard to improve, and i suddenly notice theres a new dog on the block. Across the street the little dog barks. i put it behind me and go on with life, but can't quit noticing that he's calling the our dogs in the neighbor hood and passing the word about this unknown dog, this new dog. And the dog keeps walking as ( Read more... )

So did you ever think that the way we live in our everyday lives has been thoroughly thought out and planned? Machines is where im getting at. School. Home. Sunrise. Sunset. it has been a routine since the second we were born. wake up. work all day. play. go to sleep. and repeat it the next time the pink sunrise overcomes the thick black skies ( Read more... )

So it was 5th period and i shut everything around me on mute while i listened to my cd player and read my new novel "One Flew Over a Cookoo's Nest." Class had started and i can see everyone arguing over a poem they had read outloud. I kept reading and entered my own world, more like the world of the main character in the book. It was as if i was ( Read more... )

The morning had just peaked. i could see a slight bit of the pink sunrise through the trees in my backyard. I simply got out of bed for some awkward reason, as if something was pushing me to go outside, and on the way out not forgetting my pack of ciggs. and my cd player, who happen to have the new bright eye's cd inside. I steped out and ( Read more... )

Well i never write cause i think this is dumb. but for those who actually do read...my weekend was estatic. I got out of school early. went to my brothers dorm, ate, "chilled" with jeff. Got to the faint concert after i took "it". Justin had been telling me the girl he was with brought her sister, so i was excited to see who it was. She got ( Read more... )

Well i guess things have been ok. I have definatly bringing all my grades up which im super happy about. Today i was shipped my "FAINT" ticket some im ready to go OCTOBER 22 ( Read more... )

IM GOING TO SEE "THE FAINT"
in October at the Polish American Club. everyone should come. only $20 with everything (tickets, shipping and all) at epoplife.com ( Read more... )

So school isn't doing any better, but everyone being there for me makes it better. TRoday my chem. teacher started talking about people panicing. She was saying the exact thing i felt. As if i was in a cloud and i couldnt get out. And i was screaming for help but no one could hear. As if i were in a world and no one was there. Im not ganna ( Read more... )

Monday was good surf. it was SECRET SURF. i have a shit load of work in school and im starting to think that im going no where in IB. Its so hard and so pointless that i dont have the will power anymore. im trying but i feel like people arn't even trying and doing better. Its killing me. and im sure im not going to UM because even if i make it ( Read more... )