Feb 06, 2005 19:52
The morning had just peaked. i could see a slight bit of the pink sunrise through the trees in my backyard. I simply got out of bed for some awkward reason, as if something was pushing me to go outside, and on the way out not forgetting my pack of ciggs. and my cd player, who happen to have the new bright eye's cd inside. I steped out and breathed fresh into my lungs and felt what life was willing to offer me. I sparked up and sat down to think how life has been treating me. Good i thought. no, more like perfect. The life of freedom. The life of lives. It felt almost soothing, as if i had accomplished something in life, but didn't know what. i thought of the most incredible night i had in a while, with friends laughing and smiling and ejoying themselves; the night of bright eyes. Then i thought how good my friends were to me, and how we share this great bond. I kept flashbacking quickly through some great times. I thought about the people i have betrayed and left and felt sad for them. I thought of how wonderful music was to my ears and how the feeling was unexplainable. How it all made sense and i didn;t know why. and how everything he talked about was right. How whats so easy in the evening, in morning is such a drag. How what is normal in the evening, in the morning is insane. and how it all fit to my life. It was as if i have been to this magical land, and i came back to tell this beautiful story. "Which drug shall we be tonight?" we ask ourselves, and awnsering simply "let it choose for us." My life my seem crazy to some, and regular to others. All i know is it's amazing how...
My radio alarm for school clicked on. My eyes creeped open to focus on the pitch black sky outside while the radio played low...