Since my last post, I have found all the lost pieces of my heart. I am 100% healed from the damages of my former relationship, and completely head over heels for Craig. We have been living together since July, and our one year anniversary will be March 29th. As far as Tom's sister, she has happily grown apart from me, and is now cozily welcoming ( Read more... )

I began seeing Craig 3 months ago. I love him very much, and this relationship is much different than my last one. I don't sacrifice anything to be with Craig, he hasn't asked me to give up my friends, my views, or beliefs. We accept each other for who we are, and the relationship has been going wonderfully. I feel like a fool because I want to ( Read more... )

Tom left me last month, and it's been the hardest time of my life. I'm still hopelessly in love with him. I try so hard to make myself move on, and it seems like every time I take a step forward, he shows back up and I fall back 3 steps. I let him make all the rules, and he's in complete control of the situation. Last night I put myself out there, ( Read more... )

Three weeks before I was set to leave, the navy told me I couldn't go due to the tattoo behind my ear... no tattoos on the neck or hands..... at this point I'm well over it, but I have rather exciting news. As of May 28th I have a boyfriend. His name is Tom, and he's like no one I've ever met. For the first time I'm in love with someone who loves ( Read more... )

I joined the navy, I am set to leave April 7th, the day before my 21st b-day.

Although I have had my second thoughts about this, and I'm scared as hell. I doubt this plan will be changing for me.

matt cole died of an over dose on sep 21

So as for my most recent events ( Read more... )

So Dane... we're not even gunna talk about it. Lets just say its a repeat of what it always was. On the one hand, I had a stupid run in with Justin like two weeks ago, which was basically just a moment of weakness, but now its bothering me. On top of that, I had a date with my bank teller, whom I have been seeing for about a week and a half. He ( Read more... )

So Charbie and I got together, it was a waste of time. I slept with him and sure as shit despite his claims for wanting more, he blew me off. So I got pissed, and I guess he just didn't feel like dealing with it. So nothing more was said. Oddly enough, Dane called me the very next day. Like some sort of meeting took place and all my ex lovers ( Read more... )

Justin and I have been doing this stupid little fake relationship for awhile now, and I feel like I'm puttin all my time and energy into someone not even man enough to call me his. I deserve someone who wants me, and he's not ready to give that to me. So i think I should end it, and it sucks. I really like him, but thats life. I can't go on ( Read more... )