Mar 01, 2008 15:04
Justin and I have been doing this stupid little fake relationship for awhile now, and I feel like I'm puttin all my time and energy into someone not even man enough to call me his. I deserve someone who wants me, and he's not ready to give that to me. So i think I should end it, and it sucks. I really like him, but thats life. I can't go on pretending that we're together. People laugh when I tell them about us, like he's some sort of player trying to keep his options open. I know that's not how it is, but really what is he holding back for? It makes no sense... I need to grow up.
p.s. charbie called this morning.....