Hell I have found
So as for my most recent events...
Ben the bank teller was given up on, I wasn't over Justin.
Justin and I ended just after memorial day.
I have been boy free until recently.
Stacy introduced me to Russ to get a tattoo.
For the first week or so, Russ and I were inseparable or something like that. Since then, things have been so, so.
Unfortunatly I caught Russ in a strange time.
He decided 5 days prior to meeting me that he was gettin a divorce.
So with 68 hour work weeks, a divorce, and a child from a different ex-
his plate was a little too full for me.
Yet I stayed anyways... so now I'm dealing with logic vs feelings.
Logically, I should walk away, just say no, tell him its bad timing.
But I feel as if I do that, either of us are free to meet other people, and timing may just never be right for us...
So we'll see what happens. (you know how my stories always end) :(
But the reason I'm really up is because bad dreams are causing me not to sleep.
I ost my cat this weekend.
and I'm completely devestated.
But I'm also absolutely determined to find him.
Ben the bank teller was given up on, I wasn't over Justin.
Justin and I ended just after memorial day.
I have been boy free until recently.
Stacy introduced me to Russ to get a tattoo.
For the first week or so, Russ and I were inseparable or something like that. Since then, things have been so, so.
Unfortunatly I caught Russ in a strange time.
He decided 5 days prior to meeting me that he was gettin a divorce.
So with 68 hour work weeks, a divorce, and a child from a different ex-
his plate was a little too full for me.
Yet I stayed anyways... so now I'm dealing with logic vs feelings.
Logically, I should walk away, just say no, tell him its bad timing.
But I feel as if I do that, either of us are free to meet other people, and timing may just never be right for us...
So we'll see what happens. (you know how my stories always end) :(
But the reason I'm really up is because bad dreams are causing me not to sleep.
I ost my cat this weekend.
and I'm completely devestated.
But I'm also absolutely determined to find him.