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sink or swim
My life becomes more and more complicated it seems as the days past. This whole from pillar to post thing isnt working for me and I want it to end like ASAP....! I'm forced to withdraw for intercession because logistically its not feasible right now with no permanent home. The college I would transfer to has no academic schedule for the spring ( Read more... ) -
Sacrafice makes me a way better mother than you'll ever be!
The older I get the more I understand sacrifice and how love of a child will make you put things in perspective. I have had my share of moments with Jaymes but by far the hardest decision I had to make was send him away to go to school for preschool in St. Francisville at his grandmother house with his dad. Preschool here in BR was full, so when ( Read more... ) -
what don't kill you DOES make you stronger
This summer has been cuurraazzzy!!! I haven't gotten much of what I wanted accomplished since i ended up spending 59 days worth of it in jail on several year old bench warrants and had to just let time be my best friend and pray consistently to not lose my sanity from being in a room full of some of the MOST childish females ever to exist in ( Read more... ) -
what else can I say?
I have been avoiding facing these feelings and demons for the past two years and its really been a struggle and something I have been wearing myself out physically, emotionally and mentally but above all spiritually because I am tired. From the day that my relationship with Michael started to become voliatle and the things that were erupting in my ( Read more... ) -
I don't owe you a fuckin thing
Life holds so many surprises, dramatic upsets and twists and turns I really can't keep up...so lets pick up where we left off....shall we?
I finally have pulled myself back together to realize what in this world I was made to do and be: CONQUER THIS HOE && RING HER NECK! I allowed things in the past two years to break me down, doubt all that I knew ( Read more... ) -
when all things come to an end...you find yourself staring back
whooooooo.......!
it's been a long time since i sat at my computer screen and actually felt everything running over to talk about. For a very long time I hadn't wrote in this blog because I felt pain on a level thats inexpressible because I went through the worst possible end result of something I held very near and dear to my heart, the ( Read more... ) -
Mend his heart....
all i want to say is DAMN ( Read more... ) -
i love it! i love it! i mothaf*ckin LOOOOOVEEE it!
so my closest finally saw the other side of day and night...shes made it thru the storm most know as the burning sands and now my baby sis is a illustirous member of the very best ....mayne follow the cut
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the past few days..[quickie]
so apparently god does sit high and look low, because the very last day of the work week i found me and michael an apartment within our budget and the size that i wanted. $475 isnt bad at all considering baton rouge is still seriously congested since katrina, but i found us a 2 bedroom apartment in the heart of b.r. and its not far from my school ( Read more... ) -
"its either you get money or you figure out how to survive or both"
So the past maybe few days or so have been marked with some very low and frustrating points. I hate always having to use my journal as a source to vent my frustrations and clear my mind of so much unnecessary bullshit that falls my way but it seems thiis the only place i can put those burdens and not feel like a complete jackass. For starters in ( Read more... )