i am so fucking stupid...so fucking disgusting..why did i do that..why did i let that happen to me...i dont think i have any respect for myself...blah...the past makes me wish i were dead..but i have no future to look forward to...when i told someone about it casually their reaction let me know that it was wrong...why did i stay?...why do i still ( Read more... )

Yeah..so this week has been fun so far. going to louisville on monday was a blast. ispent way too much money! the bands were awesome. i was suprised at how much i liked kodan armada. i cant wait to go to bloomington on sunday! and to sarah dougher on sunday! woot! i like getting out of lexington..i wish i could move away now..but i cant..not ( Read more... )

DAVID: if you still read my journal..please call me...i wanna come visit you this summer...we need to plan this..i need to see you! i miss you!

i hope today isnt a complete disaster...

and yes...there are plenty of people too cool for me...

i am such a loser :-(

blah

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i am the ugliest person ever...EVER!

yeah..so i dont think i am gonna be happy ever again.

why did i think someone i hadnt talked to in years would care..better question: why does it bother me?

yeah...so work has become almost unbearable for me..i dunno..i am just too restless to be in one place for that long..i dont even like being in lexington anymore..i am looking at some cities that i would be interested in living in...i look back on who i had become and i feel ashamed..i wasnt even a real person when i was dating k...i dont even ( Read more... )

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