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i am so fucking stupid...so fucking disgusting..why did i do that..why did i let that happen to me...i dont think i have any respect for myself...blah...the past makes me wish i were dead..but i have no future to look forward to...when i told someone about it casually their reaction let me know that it was wrong...why did i stay?...why do i still think about any of this..he can be good to someone else then treat them like shit until it ends...blah...i wish someone were here with me right now......