I was fucked
Yeah..so this week has been fun so far. going to louisville on monday was a blast. ispent way too much money! the bands were awesome. i was suprised at how much i liked kodan armada. i cant wait to go to bloomington on sunday! and to sarah dougher on sunday! woot! i like getting out of lexington..i wish i could move away now..but i cant..not until next year..i hate it here..i will not be missed...to say the least...oh well...people change...i think i will move back here one day..or maybe i wont. I spent the night at sabrinas last night..FINALLY took a shower..haha..i feel so clean! we had fun being dorks last night...i bet i looked silly sleeping..ha.
Ok..now i kinda feel like ranting about something that bugs me. i dont care who you are you think about weight..people are scared of fat...this is true..i know it. if i had a dime for everytime i have heard someone thin say that there is nothing wrong with being overweight and then cried and whined when they gained 5 pounds..if i had a dime for every time i have seen the scared look in a guy friends eyes when they hear their girlfriends may gain weight on the pill (aside from mike)....i would be so fucking rich..i am overweight...i am disgusting..and when everyone else gets comfortable with the fact that overweight people ARE discriminated against then we can talk. i dunno..i dont know how people like beth ditto do it...i dont know how they keep their confidence...i mean especially when i am sure she too has friends that make her feel bad..i need to know her secret...i need to die.
Ok..now i kinda feel like ranting about something that bugs me. i dont care who you are you think about weight..people are scared of fat...this is true..i know it. if i had a dime for everytime i have heard someone thin say that there is nothing wrong with being overweight and then cried and whined when they gained 5 pounds..if i had a dime for every time i have seen the scared look in a guy friends eyes when they hear their girlfriends may gain weight on the pill (aside from mike)....i would be so fucking rich..i am overweight...i am disgusting..and when everyone else gets comfortable with the fact that overweight people ARE discriminated against then we can talk. i dunno..i dont know how people like beth ditto do it...i dont know how they keep their confidence...i mean especially when i am sure she too has friends that make her feel bad..i need to know her secret...i need to die.