yeah....i am tired. so tired..cos i never..ever sleep. i feel out of place lately...very out of place...life feels weird..i just wanna curl up in a ball and stay in bed for a week...i think that would be good for me...nothing feels good...i have really been fickle and unrealistic lately...i am moody...it is true..it is sad...i cant be consistent ( Read more... )

i am a dumb girl..dumb..dumb..dumb

yeah...so i have this crush..and well..things were going really well..for a day...and how they suck again...defeat..haha...he is such a cute boy...funny too...why would he like me anyway..it was silly of me to think he could...i will am just gonna not think about it (as you can see i am doing now).i am afraid to not be social. i wish i didnt feel ( Read more... )

i am bitter and angry...i am upset at their happiness...i want to leave....i am never going to be happy again..i know this..cos its me.

so me and lilly gave joe deez radical menstruation/feminist lessons last night. that really didnt take up much of the night tho. we ended up just talking until like 3 in the morning. it was fun. i really like chilling at lillys. too bad it was raining cos porch chilling is the best. joe deez is a realiy nice boy. i slept on lilly's floor ( Read more... )

everything feels awful today! make it stop! i think i may like someone new..but i think he likes my friend...i am lame////someone beat some sense into me..

me and lilly had fun last night..it was a chill fun...no bars..just walking..talking...it was fun...i saw one of the mice that lives in our house last night..he was in the bathroom..he is cute..i dont want him dead..but i dont want him to watch me go to the bathroom! i think at this point of my life i am the happiest i have ever been..and when i ( Read more... )

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it said i should move to boston, portland, chicago, or baltimore (well..it said a bunch of others but i cant remember them)
anyone wanna move?

i smell really bad...i sorta had fun last night..i miss charity...i need to go call people....i wish i had money..i am flat broke...*sigh*..haha..oh well..money is shit.

*sigh*....i dunno...i feel a weird kinda lonely tonight. i mean i have gotten lots of calls to do stuff..and i am gonna go do stuff later..but i dunno...i will be happy when me and amy move in together and i have sophie around...i need a big hug....haha...i have just felt weird lately..and havent been sleeping...i keep thinking about this boy i ( Read more... )