the champagne of beers? what the hell!?
yeah....i am tired. so tired..cos i never..ever sleep. i feel out of place lately...very out of place...life feels weird..i just wanna curl up in a ball and stay in bed for a week...i think that would be good for me...nothing feels good...i have really been fickle and unrealistic lately...i am moody...it is true..it is sad...i cant be consistent...well i can be with somethings..and i think that is good....i think it is meant for me to move to bloomington...today a guy came in and he was from bloomingfoods..and he gave me his name and number and he told me he could get me a job there if i moved to bloomington..i really want to..i just want to get away...i dont know for sure where i want to go....i need to go!...this place makes me sad...i dont belong here....nothing is as deep as it seems.....i need to order more music...nick barberfairy is the funniest boy ever...it has been decided.