Jul 12, 2003 21:10
yeah...so i have this crush..and well..things were going really well..for a day...and how they suck again...defeat..haha...he is such a cute boy...funny too...why would he like me anyway..it was silly of me to think he could...i will am just gonna not think about it (as you can see i am doing now).i am afraid to not be social. i wish i didnt feel like i always had to be doing some social activity. *sigh* i cant get that stupid boy out of my head. i got some pictures back today...all of the ones of me suck..except for this one..and i like it a lot...sabrina and lilly and holly look way cute in them..so does the one i have of him...haha..i suck. i will stop this now. less than a week til the gossip! woot!