i just typed the wrong password in about 4 times. i guess that means i should update more or something. but i never really have anything to write about, which is a good thing. because whenever i write in here it means somethings bothering me. except things have been going pretty good. so i dont know. i turn 18 in like, 33 days. ciggarettes & strip ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i could go back in time. dont get me wrong, life is really good right now. just, i dont know..i miss some things i guess.

iwishwestayedfriends.

last night i probably got an hour of sleep. i just stayed up thinking about everything. i finished speak last night too...its such a good book.
kind of sucks that summers over. but whatever. i got trashed everynight and went to warped tour. ha. thats all that matters. & we get out in may anyways...yaaaah seniors<3
my first day of school was today. it ( Read more... )

i know i havent updated in a while but to make a long story short, there was a 4 car accident on 93...and for not wearing my seatbelt, i guess i'm pretty lucky to be alive. the cop said if it wasnt for the steering wheel i would of went through the windshield. and if we were going any faster we would of flipped over. ryan chipped her tooth, ( Read more... )

i talked to krissy for a while today. shes getting moved to another hospital again. she went to mclean for two days before she got kicked out. i hope at this new place they'll atleast give her passes. i miss her. shes been acting kind of different though. but i guess going to 11 different hospitals changes you.
anyways. warped tour in two days ! ( Read more... )

hes a hypocrite.
he talks too much shit.
hes a whore.
he hits on everyone.
we fight about the smallest things.

but i think i like him...oops =)

last night we went to a party in salem. and a cop walks in. i freaked out cause i was drunk and thought it was cause we were making too much noise or something ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. it sucks when someone who could give you the most positive of feelings is giving you the most painful ones. and it's not even just the hurt, but how i cant even picture myself with anyone else. blah. its like i wish i died the last time we were together just so i wouldnt have to live like this.withouthim. its so hard to let go ( Read more... )

so this weekend definitely started off summer with a kick. nine inch nails was amazing. but we could of done without the opening band. peaches or whatever their called?
i honestly didnt think we would make it to the angels and airwaves show.

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and i dont know
and i cant guess
if its gonna be okay
but now my last wish
is that you do this with me
kiss me here and hold my hand
let me feel like i'm the only one
i know you can
wont you do it for me now?

ahh the angels and airwaves cd is soo good <33 ( Read more... )